could this feeling of hatred actually be love?
or,
gun breaks up with tinn, unable to handle his boyfriend moving abroad. when tinn returns back years later, there's only hatred left in his heart for gun.
tinn's eating fruits in the living room of his home while watching a thai movie; you & me & me. as he bites into an apple slice, he's confused when all of a sudden, his parents slowly walk in front of the tv.
eyebrows furrowed, tinn sits up properly. he lowers the volume while giving his parents suspicious looks.
photjanee stands next to her husband, looking nervous and hesitant about something. his dad pokes her arm to make her speak. shortly after, she looks up and makes eye contact with her son.
"tinn, i want to say.. sorry." she says after a moment of pausing. tinn thinks he's dreaming because she's never been the type to vocally apologise to him. she makes up with him through acts of services.
photjanee continues, looking regretful, "i shouldn't have yelled at you or insulted gun. it got out of hand. i hope you can forgive me for that, dear."
his dad grins proudly and nudges her whilst looking at a shocked tinn. "i also want to say, i accept gun. whatever relationship you two have i will support it and i won't stop you. it's not my place to judge my son's relationship." she finishes.
tinn's eyes widen at that. "what? why did you suddenly change your mind?" he asks. he felt euphoric hearing those words come out of her mouth. it sounded unreal.
photjanee sighs. she felt guilty seeing how happy tinn's eyes looked after she said that. "because your happiness is more important." she admits.
tinn's dad suddenly puts his index finger up. "because i made her watch bl series!" he excitedly inputs. proud of himself.
tinn smiles affectionately. he clears his throat, feeling awkward and heavy-hearted from the confession. "thank you, mum and dad." he says and nods.
when his dad opens his arms, tinn stands up and hugs his parents, resting his head in between their shoulders. photjanee ruffles his hair a little before they break the awkward hug.
they share reassuring smiles between each other. after they leave, tinn fights the urge to cry. he can't believe this day finally came. his mum now accepts his relationship with gun and she won't ever interfere again. he couldn't hold in his excitement. he's thankful for his dad's actions.
he had to let gun know about this. tinn hurriedly took his phone out, excited to see gun's reaction.
♡︎ gun
GUN GUN I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING BABY COME ONLINE ITS REALLY IMPORTANT AAAAAAHHHHH bbaaaayyyy tiraaaaj 😣😣😣😣 loml ?
waiting, waiting and waiting for an answer.
it hasn't been that long since tinn sent the messages, but it was killing him already. gun always replies the moment tinn sends something, but this time there was nothing.
tinn is getting bored of waiting.
is this what gun felt when tinn was busy studying?
"definitely karma," tinn thought, running his hand through his hair before getting on instagram to distract himself. skipping through everyone's stories until his eyes land on kimmy's story and the (cute) smiling male in the picture.
23kimmy 1m
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oh.
tinn didn't know what to feel after seeing the story. the song? what the fuck is that supposed to mean?
he didn't know gun could smile like this to other people. his cute smile and his eyes smiling too. fuck, he's so in love with the younger male. but he can't help being jealous. yes, tinn trusts gun, like a lot.
he knows gun is only into him, but really. he can't help being jealous because gun has never shown any interest in anyone else except tinn. is it wrong to want gun to only focus on him? tinn is the only one who can have gun's time. tinn admits it's selfish of him to even think like this. they aren't together, just talking and you never know how that will end.
but fuck that? tinn doesn't care anymore. he wants gun all for himself. he doesn't care if gun loses feelings, he will keep pursuing the boy till gun likes tinn again.
he will do anything for gun's heart and his love. he doesn't care about becoming a doctor anymore. tinn is pushing everything to the side just to be with gun.
but he can't really do that, can he?
shit, what is he even thinking at the first place?
he turns his phone off in anger, not realising he was biting his lips until he tasted blood.
this is not okay. tinn can't feel like this, he feels like he can't and it will be unfair to gun.
they aren't a thing. tinn can't do this and isn't allowed to do anything with it. gun can be friends with anyone and tinn trusts him.
they'll be fine.. but why is he being jealous then? that's what tinn can't figure out and find the answer.
god, he hates feeling this way. it's all new for him. of course, tinn has been jealous before, but this time it felt different. could it be because gun is with kimmy?
