All I want is YOU! 💋 ( FIVE)

Momma , Nonna says "Hi" 🥺🕊️

Monday October 9th

** It's the little hours of the night and everyone is still sleeping all cuddled up with blankets over blankets as the electricity hasn't come back on yet**

1h29 am
Carina: babe, I'm extremely cold and can't seem to get warmed up,
Maya: alright, look put your right leg under mine and your left leg on top of my hips and snuggled up with me,
Carina: okay ** she lifts her whole body up and slightly groaned and placed herself like Maya indicated her to**

6h27 am
**When Carina got up to feed Londyn she noticed that when she turned on the dimmed light in the living room she noticed that the power finally came back on , **

Carina: ohhh my goodness, the power is slowly coming back on , guys, we should be feeling the heat in the whole house,
Chloe: hmmm what?
Carina: ohhh , sorry chloe lovey , I didn't mean to wake you up, but the power is slowly coming back on
** she went to Londyn's playpen and picked her up and brought her in the rocking chair in the other side of the living room, as it's easier to breastfeed comfortably sitting down with the back straight with dozens of pillows to support her back**

8h20
Maya: did you sleep well last night babe?
Carina: ehhh , I slept okay, I had weird pregnancy dreams
Maya: what do you mean Pregnancy dreams?
Carina: well, I had another dream about being pregnant with one of our children, and when we went to the hospital.., our van didn't have any more gas so I was contracting every few minutes and I legit thought that I was going to deliver our child in the car , with my legs up on the dashboard and tried to breathe slowly but I had a hard time.. anyways it was a weird dream.. but not as weird as the next one
Maya: woah, yea thank god we did have gas in the van for every birth huh! What was your second dream about baby?
Carina: Oh my second dream , I was still pregnant in this one but I had to take off the baby bump every time I was up during the day and carry it up against my chest, that was terrifying!! ** she shook her shoulders **
Maya: huh yea those are extremely weird dreams.
Carina; yea , but I'm definitely done having children, our family is complete, with six beautiful children, and two bonus children, what more can we ask for? Maya: right, we have everyone healthy and strong, and I know how much you see less fortunate families then us, every day
Carina: siii, and it's hard babe, one momma had her identical twins boys , they were getting so big inside her stomach that one of them decided to get out, so he popped his bags of waters , the momma was 34 weeks pregnant, so now both of her children are in the intensive care unit, and I don't know how they are doing, as the momma delivered them when I went to help Addison with after my last home birth that I attended...
Maya: ohhh right, well I'm extremely thankful for our precious twin girls who decided to come out at 39 and a half days of gestation, right?
Carina: yea something like that but they were born full term because I was on bed rest most of the time, I think I stopped working in the sixth months... so they were able to go full term!
Violet: who did momma ? ** as she came in the living room with a gronola bar in her left hand**
Carina: hiii baby, we are talking about you and Scarlett , and how we were both thankful that you two were born what is considered "a full term pregnancy" because momma went to deliver a set of ONE HUNDRED PERCENT IDENTICAL TWIN BOYS a month ago or so , now, and they were born at 34 weeks, which is what we call " pre term labour" because each pregnancy is 9 months, that is 40 weeks. And when a mom is pregnant with twins or more babies, she rarely does make it to 40 weeks, but YOU AND SCARLETT , did make it to 40 weeks of pregnancy, and it's because I put myself on bed rest so I wouldn't loose you or Scarlett or even worse BOTH , as I already loose your fraternal twin , so yes we are extremely proud and lucky, thankful for you both,
Maya: yes that's right, because we know that some other people are not as much lucky!
Scarlett : yea , so we are miracle babies ?
Carina: siiii, three of my babies are miracles! You two are and Londyn ,
Violet: why is Londyn a miracle baby momma?
Carina: well it's because I was pregnant with her when I was much much older, then when I was pregnant with any one of your siblings, I was 40 years old when I was pregnant with her, and when mommies are older it's more difficult and dangerous to me and the baby that, it can be born early and if leads to complications... so yea
Scarlett : ohhh , Yea , so we should be grateful and thankful to be alive and healthy and strong every day right?
Maya: that's right, and that goes for all six of you beautiful and wonderful children!
Carina: exactly!

10h39
** Later on that day, Alessandro was tooo tired and extremely cranky so Carina rocked him to sleep for a nap and he hasn't napped like that since he was a little baby, but he's been down for 1h15 minutes....**

Chloe: momma, I uhh sometimes see Nonna too ,
Carina: really? Since when?
Chloe: ohhh , I've been seeing ghosts my whole entire life, I just thought I was seeing things at first, but then I noticed that I was seeing Nonna. She's the only one I see,
Carina: okay, umm ,
Chloe: I don't know why I never told you that momma, I just don't want you to be upset, because I know you miss your momma every day , and me bringing it up like " hi Nonna" or "she's right here behind you in the hall standing and smiling". But I'm happy that I got this gift!
Carina: yeah it's okay, no , I know I miss my momma every day , but now that I know you can see her, it's makes me happy in my heart baby, and now Alessandro can see her too , but he's scared of ghosts..
Chloe: yea I don't know if he can really really see them too, I think he's just copying me, but we never know,

11h57 am
the power finally came back on , Maya cleaned the whole refrigerator and freezer , she went to the grocery store and bought new products while Carina rested on the couch, everyone was nice to each other, they ate chicken pot pie for dinner, with ice cream, and everyone was sooo exhausted that no one argued when it was time for bed, Carina and Maya both fell asleep around 21 h , Carina breastfed Londyn right before bedtime and when she came back in their bed, as soon as Carina laid her head down on her pillow, she went immediately to sleep. Maya did too**