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Jungkook pov:

I am now going home along with my members in our car... Jimin decided to go home by himself evn tho we offered to drive him to the apartment. Others were chatting and giggling while I'm still struck on jimin...

He is so cute and his behaviour is like an fluffball too... I think am falling for him... No... I can't fall for a boy... My mom is already strict with me and if she finds out I'm falling for a boy... She'll probably kick me out...

Plus, it's not like he's gonna like me back... Damn... I don't evn know if he's gay... I'm pretty sure not...

My heart says I want him but my mind is totally afraid of the consequences of getting him...

I snapped Outta my thoughts as I heared Jin hyung shouting "Yah! Jungkook ah! I was asking you a question and you are staring at nowhere!"

"Sorry hyung! What's it again?" I asked.

"What do you think of jimin's voice? He sung today right..."

"His voice... It's... Different... And soothing pitched voice... It's like an angel... His intonations were well trained and he is really dedicated to it... He-"

"Okay everyone... Our little jungkookie is whipped for jimin ssi" Jin hyung said as others laughed at me teasing...

"No! I'm not... I'm just... Appreciating his vocals... As a vocalist!" I defended.

"It's okay Jungkook ah you can admit that you like him!" Tae said with a grin on his face

"No! I can't fall for him! Stop it... I won't..." I kept muttering as I heared hobi hyung say "calm down kid... We were just teasing you..." He said as they started to talk some other topics while I was thinking about jimin the whole time...

Meanwhile with Jimin:

I refused their ride politely as I started walking towards the cafe I found earlier... My mind was filled with jungkookie hyung... He was soo good looking... Like a Greek god... His doe like eyes... His cute nose and bunny teeth...

Ngl he had muscles like a model or smth... He accompanied me in piano while I couldn't help but stare at him through the whole song...

My heart is beating faster whenever I'm near him... I might be falling for him already... I wonder if he has someone for him... How I wish I have to be the one for him...

But deep down I know...  That he will never love me...That he dosent deserve someone like me... I'm too much of a pain than anything...

I don't wanna be his burden... He deserves an angel... I thought about it while sipping my coffee..

It's better this way... There's no way he's gonna like me anyway... I will never be good enough... I thought to myself and shrugged the whole thought about jungkookie hyung off...

A/n: Theres a reason why Jimin thinks he is a burden to jk...wait for further updates to find out!

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