Not You

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Song: Not You by Alan Walker & Emma Steinbakken

This song is mostly about dealing with loss and how they found someone who makes them happy. Yet that happiness can never replace the feeling the person had with the one they lost. Enjoy <33

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Live my life, inside my mind, where I make up stories all the time

"You ok?" Fang asked as he sat down. "Yeah... I'm just thinking what would've happened if..." Bbb replied, trailing off. "If?" Fang repeated. "Y'know... if I hadn't come to Puala Rintis... if I hadn't met Ochobot... If Retak'ka had won..." Bbb responded, saying the last part in a whisper. Fang didn't question it, nor did he say anything, he just wrapped an arm around Bbb.

And I pretend that I am not someone, left to face the world alone

"Hey... can we talk.." Bbb asked Yaya. "Oh sure, what do you-" "Lance Korporal Yaya & Ying, report to the control room." The speaker suddenly announced. "I'm sorry Bbb... maybe we can talk later?" Yaya apologized. "Nono, it's fine. And sure... maybe" Bbb said as he whispered the last part to himself. Yaya left and now Bbb was all alone in the library. "I mean... I'm not alone either way... right?"

Lately I'm... not the same

"Dude, you good?" Gopal asked, concern evident in his voice. "Yeah... I'm good..." Bbb responded monotonically. "Are you sure? You're kinda acting like Halilintar now..." Gopal said. "Yeah.. I'm sure..." Bbb responded quickly.

I found a stranger calling out my name

"Boboiboy!" "Huh? Why were you yelling?" Bbb asked confused. "You zoned out.. are you sure you're okay?" Fang asked. "To be honest... not really..."

Have a feeling you would be so proud

"Yes.." Bbb responded, tears in his eyes. He and Fang shared a kiss as the two officially became a couple.

And he's gon' need me now

"Fang... shh... it's ok... I'm here..." Bbb said soothingly as he held a crying Fang. He too felt tears run down his face. Fang cried his heart out to Bbb after they received the news of the fallen legendary space rebel... Kaizo

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But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

Photo book, of my mistakes

"Hey.. that was us during Raya last year right?" Fang asked from behind. Bbb nodded sadly as he flipped through the pages of the photobook. The photobook that was passed on to him. The photobook once belonging to him

Promises that we never got to make

"You know... Tok Aba has been teasing me a lot when he found out I liked you..." Bbb admitted. "Really?" Fang asked surprised. "Yeah, he even promised that he would make a special dinner once we got together..." He answered.

All the things I wanna talk about, hard to say it to, myself

"You know I'm always here to listen right?" Fang whispered.  "I know.. I wanna... but I feel so restricted..." Bbb admitted. Fang just hugged him and rubbed his back comfortingly.

Wintertime, once again

In the snow I can see just where I've been

"It's snowing!" Bbb yelled. He ran outside and enjoyed himself in the snow. Fang only watched him, smiling. Glad to see he's being himself for once. His true self

How far I've made it in a world so cold

Where I have nothing (Where I have everything)

"I'm tired... I don't wanna do this anymore" Bbb sighed. "I know... but please, don't go.." Fang begged. "What do I have to live for!? I've lost Tok Aba, I lost my dad, I lost mom, and we lost almost all our friends. Who else do I have left?!" Bbb yelled. "Boi... I'm here... please don't leave" Fang pleaded. "I-I'm sorry... I didn't mean to yell at you..." Bbb whispered in realization. "It's ok... your stressed and I know that..." Fang whispered back as he pulled his bf in a hug.

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But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

"Hey dad... mom... Tok Aba... Umi... sorry I haven't visited... I brought my boyfriend Fang with me..." Bbb said he looked behind, where Fang was standing.

"We've been together for a while... and he's kept me happy... I'm sure you would've loved him..." Bbb said. Fang smiled from behind.

"It's been 10 years... I missed you..." Bbb whispered.

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

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I'm so sorry this is short, I wanted to post something before I sleep and I was rushing this. Have an amazing day! Love u luvs <33

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