Wild Tears

Chapter 49

Leah's POV :

As I turn off the LCD, a warm feeling of contentment washes over me. The romantic movie we have just watched left my heart filled with emotions. I take a deep breath, savouring the afterglow of the story that had unfolded on the screen.

Sitting on the bed in the dimly lit room, I glance over to my side, where Ares lay sound asleep. The soft moonlight filters through the curtains, casting a gentle glow on his peaceful face. He is lying on his stomach, turned upside down, with his back facing me. It is a position he often finds comfortable for sleep. His hands are spread out on the pillow, hinting at a deep relaxation in his slumber. I can't help but smile as I watch him rest so peacefully. There is something utterly endearing about witnessing the vulnerability of someone you care about during their most tranquil moments.

I admire how his calm breathing synchronizes with the rhythm of the night. It is as if the world has quieted down to honour his dreams. Ares had drifted off to sleep somewhere in the midst of the movie, but I didn't mind. Watching him rest brings me a different kind of joy, knowing that he feels safe and comfortable enough to doze off in my presence.

As I sit there in the quietude, my heart swells with affection for Ares. I gently adjust the blanket around him, tucking him in a little more securely, just as one would do for someone they hold dear.

In the stillness of the night, my thoughts wander back to the film we had watched together. The love story touched me deeply, and at that moment, I can't help but feel grateful for the love we share in our own unique way.

As I sit there, observing Ares sleeping peacefully, my mind starts to drift to a previous conversation we had. His positive thoughts about me echo in my mind, and I can't help but feel a surge of warmth at his belief in my capabilities. Yet, despite his confidence in me, I can't shake off the nagging feeling that I need to be stronger, more self-reliant, and learn to defend myself better.

The idea of learning how to fight back and defend myself in the absence of Ares begins to take root in my thoughts. I realize that relying solely on someone else for protection might not always be practical, and it is essential for me to gain the skills and confidence to handle difficult situations on my own.

But the question remains, how could I learn to defend myself? I needed guidance and someone who can teach me the necessary skills. The idea of self-defence classes pops into my mind, but I hesitate momentarily, wondering if it would be the right fit for me.

Despite the uncertainty, I know that taking action is crucial. I didn't want to feel like a helpless "crybaby" as I have put it. I want to empower myself and be prepared to face any challenges that might come my way.

With determination in my heart, I made a mental note to research local self-defence classes. Finding the right instructor and program would be essential to ensure that I would receive proper training and support.........Hold on a minute!

Why go for self-defence classes when I have Mr Grayson? OH HELL YES!!!!

 A sense of hope and excitement filled me. I know that he is not only skilled in self-defence but also has a wealth of knowledge to offer. Seeking his guidance will be a valuable opportunity to learn not just physical techniques but also gain insights and wisdom from his experience.

With newfound determination, I stand confidently from the bed, feeling a sense of purpose propelling me forward. I know that I need to take action and seize this chance to learn and grow. I make up my mind to talk to Mr Grayson about my desire to learn self-defence and whatever else he is willing to teach me.

As I walk out of the room, the soft glow of the moonlight illuminates my path. The house is quiet and I know I have to be respectful of the late hour. I quietly make my way to where Mr Grayson resides. His room is on this floor only that is second. I hope he would be available to talk.

Upon reaching his place, I take a deep breath to steady my nerves. I knock gently on the door, hoping not to disturb him if he is resting. After a moment, the door opens, and there stands Mr Grayson, looking surprised but welcoming.

"Hi, Mr Grayson!" I grin. "Leah, my dear, this is quite an unexpected hour for a visit is everything alright?" He asks in a soft tone as he steps aside to let me in and shuts the door behind him. Thank god, he doesn't hate me, unlike the other members of this house.

I turn around, now facing him. I take a deep breath before speaking. He stares at me with a bemused look.

"Mr Grayson, I've been thinking about it a lot, and I really, really want you to teach me self-defence! I want to be able to protect myself and become a kick-ass warrior!" I declare, striking a hilariously exaggerated pose.

He chuckles at my enthusiasm, but he seems a bit hesitant. "Leah, I appreciate your eagerness, but you must understand that self-defence can be dangerous. If something were to happen to you during the training, Ares would be furious! You know how much he loves you" He says, trying to reason with me.

"Oh, come on, Mr. Grayson!" I reply, playfully rolling my eyes. "I'm sure I can handle it! Besides if I don't learn to defend myself, Ares might have to step in and be my knight in shining armour every time there's trouble!".

He chuckles again, but there is a hint of concern in his expression. "You're right, Leah. Ares does care deeply about you, and I wouldn't want him to come after me with his super strength if something were to go wrong!" He jokes, pretending to cower in mock fear.

"But seriously" He continues, "If I'm going to teach you self-defence, we need to do it safely and responsibly. No funny business or reckless moves, okay?".

I nod, trying to hold back my laughter. "Okay, okay, no funny business. I promise!" I say, trying to look serious but failing miserably as a fit of giggles overtakes me.

Mr Grayson couldn't help but smile at my infectious laughter. "Alright then, we'll proceed with caution," He says, trying to keep a straight face. "But first, we need to find some appropriate gear for you".

Leah's eyes lit up with excitement. "You mean, like a ninja outfit?!" I exclaim, envisioning myself in a classic black ninja costume.

Mr Grayson chuckled, "Well, not exactly, but we do need some proper training gear. Let's get you some comfortable workout clothes and maybe some gloves for protection".

As we continue to plan the training, I can't help but feel grateful for Mr Grayson's humour and willingness to teach me. Despite the lighthearted banter, I know that he is genuinely looking out for my safety.

"Alright then, will my training starts tomorrow?" I ask excitingly. He nods a yes.

I clap uncontrollably due to happiness and then approach the exit door which Mr Grayson opens for me like a gentleman. I walk out of the room and turn around.

"Once again, thank you Mr Grayson" I grin.

"Your welcome dear. Good night" He smiles and shuts the door.

I sigh and leave from there.

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I don't want to say this guys but........Wild Tears is coming to an end....