Safe Haven(bxbxb+)

A new start(36)

Milos pov:

The day I left for Havens...

"If you don't stop being so fucking ungrateful!" My dad shouted as my sister watched with a sadistic smile, It was her fault I was getting yelled at, that was all she ever did was run, run her mouth.
She didn't care who she hurt, or what she said...

My body was so weak, there was simply no way I could feed, I felt disgusting, I hated it, and I was wasting away.

My balance was off, my body trembled, as I sat at the table listening to my dad continue to shout at me about how I needed to shape up and start eating better.

But it wasn't that...I just couldn't handle being known as the schools... slut...

After countless doctor visits...none that specialized in my type...

I was diagnosed with an eating disorder.

"I wish I could have that...I wanna be as skinny as you are..." my sister said with a huff as we got home from the doctor's office.

That sentence made me want to break down, to scream, My chest got heavy, and my throat felt tight...it felt restricted while my mother went and told my dad.

I wanted to fall into a pit, a dark hole, and simply never return, maybe then I wouldn't feel like this...

I wouldn't be searching for any rando to literally use me...

"Milo! Are you insane? It's fucking food! Just eat a goddamn cheeseburger!" He screamed at me, making tears prick in my eyes.

"I'm not hungry!" I screamed back.
I needed to be fucked.

There was never any privacy and honestly, my hand wasn't enough, it helped but I needed other people's pleasure...

It wasn't till later that night when my mom came into my room, her tone was hushed as tears were threatening to fall.

"I don't wanna do this, but your dad is giving us no choice..." she whispered, I couldn't help but furrow my eyebrows with confusion, as I placed my hand over her own.

"He's registered you thought the government protected abilities services..." I pulled my hand away.

What the hell?

That's a joke...she's joking...

"You're funny..." I said lightly, as I laughed before she shook her head.

My dad stepped into the room leaning onto the doorframe...

"Apparently your kind...is gonna make me a little extra cash." He said with a laugh.

"What?" I whispered as tears threatened to fall, I didn't even know what it meant but it didn't sound good. I didn't want to be government property...

"Because your type is dangerous...we got paid to turn you in...this way they can monitor your type..." my stomach growled, as my arousal only rose, it was making it hard to think straight.

"This way you don't fuck up our society..." my dad cut in with a laugh before the doorbell rang, and my dad left to get it.

"Pack up your stuff, okay honey?" My mom spoke softly.

"Wait, what the hell? Where am I going?!" I said loudly standing up, quickly.

"To an all-boys home, under government-issued watch...it's not far...you're gonna do just fine...please...lower your tone...it's not that big of a deal..."

"I-I Mom!" I started sputtering out my words, not that big of a deal? Is she crazy? Sending her child away?

"Not that big of a deal?"

We pulled up to a giant mansion, frankly, I was pissed and I didn't want to be there...it wasn't till an incredibly well-looking man stepped out, as my stomach completely growled.

Right, I was starving...

Two smaller boys came running up, one had almost deep green hair, and the other hand, a purply blue.

I couldn't help but smile, it was very adorable.

Suddenly I was ushered into the warm house, my small bag on my back.

"Milo, it's very nice to meet you, I'm Vance Haven...this is Lycus and that's River... they're gonna show you up to your room before we have a quick talk..." Vance smiled at me, he always had an extremely warm and welcoming smile.

But his gaze completely fell, as it looked up and down my body.
I naturally had a smaller frame, I mean I needed to eat...not just eat...Feed...

Desperately.

The twins happily showed me to my room, after they left I turned to set my bag by the door.

"Oh shit!"

Declan stood leaning against the doorframe, with his sexy deep black hair, those dark tattoos, that swirled all over his body, and his tight jawline...
I wanted to cum just from how attractive he was.

He grabbed my hips roughly, pushing me in, while he shut the door, slamming my body against it.

"You know you smell of absolute arousal...am I just that attractive?" I had to force a swallow down my dry throat.

"N-no I just haven't fed in..." I trailed off, as he tilted his head slightly, looking just like a little pup.

"I-I'm an incubus..." I whispered it, as I was still incredibly shy about it. He was definitely going to think I was weird...or call me names...

"I-I don't eat normal food...I mean I can! B-but I feed off other people's pleasure..." I whispered softly.
Declan's gaze softened as he hummed.

"Oh? L-like sex?" He asked softly, I only nodded. "Do you want help with it?" He added shyly. My eyes went wide.

That was fast...

"I-I don't really like sex..." I whispered back. As he gently pulled his hands off me, yet his expression didn't change.

"O-oh...I see..." he whispered, with a small smile appearing on his face.

"But if you need it...I'll help...or Vance..." he said with a wink, my cheeks went bright red, as he left the room. I wanted to face the plant.

What the hell did I just get myself into...