Seafarer Escapade 5: Renzo Luiz Fuentes

Chapter 46

"Are you mad?" Enzo asked me as he got closer to me.

Seryoso akong tumingin sakanya at huminga malalim.

"Where have you been?"

He stared at me, then licked his lips. I can see the confusion in his eyes if he is going to answer my question.
 

"Wala kang obligasyon sakin, kay Esha lang. Kung may balak kang ulitin ang ginawa mo, kung pwede lang sana na mag paalam ka sa anak mo. Or kung hindi ka mag papaalam, mabuti pang wag ka nalang bumalik." Tumigil ako saglit para huminga ng malalim. "Bata pa naman si Esha, makakalimutan karin nya kung ayaw mong andito sa bicobian."

"What are you talking about?" He asked it in an annoyance tone.

I looked straightly from his eyes. Mahal ko sya, pero mas mahal ko ang anak ko at ang sarili ko.

"Saan ka galing?" I'm determined to find out where he has been.

"I told you I am at work."

Mas lalo akong naiinis dahil sa pagsisinungaling nya. Hindi sya nag punta sa manila para sa trabaho, alam ko. Gusto ko lang talaga malaman galing sa bibig nya kung saan sya galing. Bakit ba sya nagsisinungaling pa.

"If Nica was here you will chose her over my daughter." Mahina kong sabi saka nag iwas ng tingin sa kanya.

I heard him cursed. Ngayon alam na nya kung ano bang pinaglalaban ko. Ramdam ko ang paglapit nya sakin at pag hawak nya sa may braso ko.

"Look Nessa, I was just...."

Tumingala ako sa kanya ng matigil sya sa pagsasalita. I smirked then I removed his hand on me. Now he is just proving me that my guts were right. He don't know what to say it because he can't justify that he were gone because of what he found out about Nica.

"Nagluksa ka?" I said in sarcastic way

He swallowed hard, he can't even look straightly from my eyes.

"Naiintindihan ko naman. Pero ang hindi ko maintindihan ay hindi ka man lang tumawag para kamustahin ang anak mo." Panunumbat ko sa kanya.

He licked his lips then he breath deeply. "I'm sorry."

"Sorry?" Tumawa ako. "Paano pa kaya pag nalaman mo ang totoong nangyari no? Baka hindi lang dalwang linggo ka mawawala. Ofcourse mas mahal mo si Nica kaya mas pipiliin mong magalit para sakanya."

"What do you mean?"

Now he can look into my eyes. Ofcourse, it's always about Nica.

Damn it! Wala akong laban sa taong patay na.

"What are you talking about Nessa?" Now, he is really confused on what I said.

I shook my head and smiled bitterly. "This is why I don't want you in my daughter's life in the first place."

Tumalikod na ako sa kanya para pumunta sana sa kwarto namin ni Esha, pero hinawakan nya ako sa may braso dahilan para matigil ako.

Ofcourse he will do that. Si Nica ang pinag uusapan eh. Hindi sya papayag na hindi malaman kung anong tinutukoy ko kanina.

"What are talking about Nessa?" He asked in his serious voice.