black is beautiful// c.h

chappie 9

when you see a picture of bluelarrymuffin and it makes you question your sexuality

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calum lyed in that position for half a day, until ashton came to check on him, and saw him all cuffed and tied up.

long story short, ashton and michael were laughing their asses off, calum told them who did it, and they called elayah and she uncuffed him.

"elayah stay, we never see you anymore, you're so caught up in college and shit" elayah laughed and sat on the couch.

"please tell me you guys are getting the baby" elayah squealed, michael shook his head and said "I wish, I really wanted to be parents, but the family is keeping the baby" Ashton's phone started ringing in the room, and he got up and left.

michael leaned in close to elayah and said "we really are getting the baby, I just told ashton we weren't because I want to surprise him. I love him so much and I want to spend my life with him" elayah gushed, jealous of how michael talked about ashton. "I'll be right back" elayah said getting up and walking down the hallway to the bathroom. only to be pushed against the wall by 2 muscular arms.

"calum"

"elayah I'm sorry, I didn't mean to call you that yesterday, I'm trying so hard okay? I think about you in ways that leaves me thinking hella hard about wanting to actually be with you. I just - I just" calum stopped, being cut off by elayah

"calum fuck that, that's bullshit and you know that, why would I want to be with you anyway? so every time we get in a fight you can call me a nigger and get away with it"

calum sighed "I'm so fucking sorry, I've never felt this way about someone of color, and its difficult. so difficult to express my feelings to someone, luke hates me, michael and ashton don't know about my dislike for black people" elayah scoffed "but I'm trying, so please forgive me" calum was looking her straight in the eyes. begging for forgiveness, he looked down at her full, luscious lips, and leaned in

just wanting to feel her plump lips against his.

he looked into her eyes once more, asking for permission.

every emotional in her head was shouting at her to stop

Anger: he's not worth it !
Fear: he'll only hurt you

but her heart, and gut were saying something so different.

heart: he could change for you. do it
gut: if he wants to do it then do it

so elayah went with her heart and gut, and leaned forward, molding her lips with his.

calum cupped her face in her hands, to take control of things. their lips moved perfectly together.

calum never thought he would say this but he loved every second of it.

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a little #calyah there.

I've met 3 amazing people just because of this book, I love them so much omf

ly guys :))

-jay the bae