teenage fools

Fucking sucks

It fucking sucks,doesn't it?

Missing her, knowing you gave it all you got and still got left in the dark, not even worth a damn flashlight
You worked so hard to keep it mended even when it was bending on the verge of breaking, but you wouldn't let it go, would you? No matter how obvious things were and how many lies were stacked up you refused to let it go, because you would of done anything for her, wait correction you still would do anything if given the chance, even when she's laying in be with another you hope its all a bad dream, wake up sunshine the devil wouldn't let this be a dream, when it hurts this bad you'll be begging Satan to take your soul just to spend another day with her
You missed the way she traced your scars and told you were beautiful so much, you forgot all the times she let you down and left you
You forget that the person you fell so fucking hard for let you hit the concrete and watched you bleed as they walked away not even looking back at the mess they made
It fucking sucks, and its going to for a long time, but one day you will wake up and it will suck less and on that day, go out, make a date, and realize you're worth more then your first love. You're worth more then someone who left you in the dark without even a flashlight.