teenage fools

Lost and doesnt want to be found

How the hell can I be found? Can someone please give me directions or a guide because I've lost my way and its getting dark outside
I don't even know where to start I just have been lost in this maze called life for so long I forgot what exactly I'm looking for, some call it love some call it happiness and some call it riches but I suppose that's all on ourselves to figure out
Along the way in this maze I've watch the human beings go through incredible pain, such as the little boy with purple bruises all over the night his father drank too much, the girl gripping the gun in her shaky palms pointing at the demon she's called herself, the boy laying on his bathroom floor with blood seeping from his arms as the pain he deals with needs to escape and he's found no other way, the girl crying uncontrollably in her bed shoving her face into her pillow where her parents couldn't hear for they don't know every night for the past year she cries wanting them to notice but never quite letting them hear because they will ask why, and I have seen humans go through the uncontrollable pain of lose, abuse, love, and everything above
But I also can see the way the old couple loves so intensely, how the older brother defends his sisters with everything he has, the happy tears when to loved ones take the others name, the excitement in her eyes when she passes a test, and out of everything I've witnessed on my way through this maze I can't decided whether I want to be found by such creatures, I don't want to be as complexed as them, for I feel pain for such creatures who will never even understand themselves