teenage fools

kiss, or jump?

I want you to fucking cry your eyes out, every day for weeks and months like me, I want you to get better but at the sound of my name to kneel to god and ask for me back and him look you dead in the eyes and say "ha, ya right". I want you to feel the absolute utter hold that death had on me, I want him to wrap his void filled arms around your waist and pull you Into him. I want you to feel something, I want you to fucking hurt just like I have, even If I saw you today, I don't know if I'd kiss you or jump off a cliff