Something and 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

𝓢1: 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 9

Her POV

It has been a few days since the Akshu debacle and I am avoiding Horsey as much as I can, but sometimes I just find myself staring at him when he is not looking. I know it's creepy, but his crooked smile, his laugh, his intense look when he is sharing something knowledgeable, his aloof zone where he is just wondering things. I love all this about him but I have to move on from him.

As soon as Raha entered the classroom, she informed us that Horsey wants to discuss some anchoring work with her, Manasvi and Rida but he has invited us if we wanted to go. Myself and other 3 also denied going to him during lunch, we told her she should discuss professional things with him professionally and bringing us there would be a distraction. But I understood one thing that I had to talk to Horsey sooner or later because I wouldn't be able to avoid him forever. As soon as the break period arrived, Raha left for the canteen and we 4 decided that today we will eat lunch in the classroom. After my lectures were over, I went to find Horsey and searched all the possible places I could find him in college but he was nowhere to be seen.

Since I couldn't find him anywhere, I decided I will message him on Instagram.

I said, "I need to talk to you, if you are free, message me." He replied after an, "Say, I am free now." I told him, "Listen, what I have for you is more than a crush and I know you rejected me but give me some time to move on from all these feelings. I didn't want to admit that it was more than a crush, because I knew whatever I wanted would never come true and it will always stay as one sided. So, once I move on or at least lose my feeling, I will come to you with a hand of friendship." He dryly replied Okay and from this I knew that the conversation was over.

After a few days, I found him staring but I couldn't make eye contact with him and I avoided him and his whole group as much as I could. I knew what I had for him was more than a crush but admitting it would leave me devastated, even then I have said it out loud and I am so disappointed with the results. I still see him everyday and for me he is still the most handsome, cute, naughtiest guy ever.

A month has passed since my messages to him, I have not moved on and I don't think I can move on from him so I will pretend that I have moved on and I will hide my feelings from him. My friends know very well that I haven't moved on, but they don't say anything to me. I came to know he loves mushrooms like I do, he loves beaches and he sings very well.

Today I approached him in the canteen, he was as usual with his friends and I was with mine. I asked my friends if they mind having our lunch with them, they all said that they did not have any problems. I approached his table and everyone became quiet, I asked him "Can we sit with you all for lunch?" He looked suspiciously at me and said "Yeah no problem, go ahead." His friends asked us curiously about our course and year, it took us no time to mingle and I understood they were all good people just a little curious and gossipy. He might have understood that now I want to be friends and everything that happened with us is water under the bridge, because even he relaxed and we were all soon joking and laughing. 

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