Something and 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

𝓢1: 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 12

His POV

It has been a few days since Akshu's sassy answer and I was really taken aback with her answer. I was also curious about her feelings for me because I felt whatever she had for me was not over. Far from over, I think she was falling for me but I couldn't make her admit it. Did I want her to admit that she has fallen in love with me? No because I would obviously not reciprocate what she feels, for me she was only friends and even if she was something more for me, I was not ready for it. I think I will never be ready for it.

Kiran 23' was a blast and everyone congratulated me. Every event I have conducted has been very successful but this one would be very special because I would like to think it was my last event as a student. Reality of my college life ending was hitting me hard as we arrived at the unofficial party. As soon as I entered everybody hooted for me and everybody hugged me and congratulated me again. I was thinking that all these things are going to end soon and due to these depressing thoughts, I drank a lot. It was 1 am when I reached my home, drunk but not really drunk. I knew my limits and my drinking had not touched that limit, so I was pretty much sober. The only problem will be the hangover that will come tomorrow morning.

I messaged Akshu, asking her what she feels towards me because this thought had nagged me for a long time. I thought she would be drunk, so she might admit her feelings for me but soon discovered that she was very much sober. So I pretended to be drunk and she promised me that she would give me an answer face to face. I knew I would not get answers to my questions because it was Christmas holidays now and college will again start in the new year with everything forgotten of the past year.

Holidays were pretty boring for me. I had only 2 open mics nights during the holidays and the only work remaining was to create a CV which was 20 minutes of work for me. I wished the holidays would get over soon, I wanted to go back to college to get my answers and also I would never admit it to my friends but I missed all my friends a lot.

On the 31st, I met all my friends for a new year party where we drank, danced and partied a lot. Jahnvi was also present at the party and we wished Happy New Year to each other. She was very curious, asking about me and Akshu but I told her it's nothing like that and rumors always spread like a wildfire. She questioned me that if she kept propositions for a relationship, would I say yes to her? I denied her and told her "I would never say yes to your proposition again". Apart from the Jahnvi debacle, my New year had been a blast and soon arrived 2nd Jan, the day our college started. I was very eager to get my answers, which I knew I would not get but what's the harm in trying right.

As per our routine, Akshu and all her friends came to the canteen for lunch and I whispered to her "I want you to answer my questions." She acted as if she didn't understand what I was saying, so I specified to her that it's the question I asked after the unofficial party. She thought for a moment and replied, "If I admit to anything, what are my chances?" I told her "It's zero. I am not ready." She then looked at me like I kicked her in the gut and replied in a strained voice, "Then I don't feel a thing for you, it's not a crush, it's not like and definitely not love." She then finished her lunch and went to attend her lectures. I got the answer I wanted but was still not satisfied with it. I know it was wrong because I could never give her what she expected but I wanted to know her true feelings.

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