Revenge To Love [Completed]

30 : Panik attack

In the morning he is happy and smiling as she writes a chit claiming that she forgave him. That meant a lot to him and he jumped in excitement as she asked for a dinner date with him. Yes, for her it would be a normal dinner but for him, it would be a date and he would try his best to gain her trust and her love back. He wanted to hug her tight and yell his feelings to her so that she could believe that nothing was a lie.

The only thing that confused him was that she sent a blank chit to him and saved his chit. He shrugged his thoughts regarding the chit as he forgot what he wrote for her in the morning after reading her words. The fact that she forgave him was enough for him to make him dance with joy. He started to check his wardrobe to find a perfect suit for himself but felt all his dresses were worse. How could he choose these dresses when they were worst?

When he was going out he got a call from Ma Begum who asked him to come back immediately to which he hummed in response and put all his clothes in his bag. He thought to throw them somewhere but now he got a chance to change them. He will come back with a new set of suits which would make it easy to impress the woman he loves. After packing his bag he went to the mall to purchase a new suit for himself. After checking nth dresses and roaming for an hour he liked a black 3-piece suit. He loves dressing himself in black color as he finds that color suits his personality. He went outside her office and waited for her to come.

He was nervous and wondered if she checked him out or not. Did she notice him? Did she feel him handsome? He wants her to look at him with love in her eyes. He wants to see their love growing and wants to tell her that he desires her daily. Maybe she might think of him as a pervert but he wants to pull her in his arms and claim her his, this time by assuring her that he will never leave her.

When they sat at the table together, he felt his whole body trembling with nervousness. He tried his best to make his date successful but ended up ruining it. He felt embarrassed when she asked him when he turned clumsy as he was never this careless. He picked up his mobile from the ground and placed it on the table shrugging the idea of photograph together. He looked at her who was waiting for his answer, he took a moment to think of an answer and replied "From the time you forgive me".  He held her hand which was on the table and caressed the back of her hand with his thumb softly

"Forgives doesn't mean losing sanity", she said

"What can I do? I am so happy. Y...you gave me a chance. Thank you so much ", he said thanking her and holding her hand tight. Meerab didn't say anything and kept on looking at him which gave him hope they were together and he giggled when in his mind he felt them accepting eachother and confessing thier love which looked far away to him right now.

"Meerab ... I forgot", he called her name and then forgot why he called her when Meerab looked at him. Her angelic eyes looked so gorgeous she was the pure epitome of beauty. Even in formal, she looks perfect and a successful woman. He is proud of her success and wants to let her know the same but there is no use because he knows she will not believe him. They talked for a while randomly until they finished having dinner and then Meerab got up when she realized it was high time and she needed to go back. She went out of the restaurant and felt water droplets on her hand. She twirled in the road when she felt herself drenching in the rain

"Rain", she whispered and jumped in excitement as she loved drenching in rain and the fragrance of wet soil. She is addicted to it and every time she undergoes new feelings. Even though Murtasim tried to stop her Meerab ignored his words until he dragged her toward the car and opened the passenger seat for her to sit