"He also left!".
"Everyone does the same, I, Rith, don't deserve", It was never destined to at last.
"What the fuck am I saying?", I said to myself. That day when Aarav and we were about to meet. It was really cute for me to meet him. A new beginning, I thought at least. Was at its very end.
I wasn't supposed to ask him that day. But it is good that the thing brought up earlier and it cleared up.
It was the Rajdhani. He was hungry. I wasn't, but I pretended.
"Hi, Rith, are you serious?", he said to me.
"Yups! I am", I told him.
"He was a bit anxious, my therapist is shit", he said It is not gonna workout for me. You were good therapizing me.
"Therapizing!?", I knew what was coming. He did not consider me anything more than that. It was again me. Me, who was building hopes. I am angry, angry at myself. Angry that I did not hold back. I should yell. I should. Leave it, at last I thought.
I did not say a word.
"What happened? Why are you so silent?", he asked.
"You did not ask me to therapize you for anything I guess?", I said, quenching myself. Killing my very heart. I was sad again. I did not want to say that at all. But I have to. My anger on myself was bursting out. I am not done.
I left; the plates were lying full there. I was not hungry before and I will never be, I guess.
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Not A Boy Love
RomanceIn the bustling life of IIT Delhi, a college of engineers, where love was always bounded, two hearts found solace in each other's embrace amidst a world that dared to challenge their unconventional love. The story of two boys, apart by everything bu...
