Not A Boy Love

I Never Knew, I Mattered to Him so Much

I tried stopping his hand by clutching it.

"I do not have a good body. Do not hate me", I told him eye into eye.

"I loved Ishir! You are perfect!", he replied back and removed my hand holding his own hand with a throw.

I wanted to surrender everything of mine to him after hearing these few words. His few words made me feel so best. Person with no abs, was actually feeling much more handsome by heart. He made me feel worth. I was someone's priority at least. I was Kiaan's priority. It is always the opinion of one person that you want.

"You permitted me!", he continued, "It's my call now Ishir! Let me..."

Everytime he was calling my name. I can feel my heartbeat getting higher, gasping for more breathe. I feel my heart will pop out. Kiaan you are making me go mad. I am no longer in my control.

"Ye.....s Kiaan!"

Till the point I could have completed my yes, he removed my Tshirt. He was looking at my body. Watching my face to going down, his eyes were rolling downwards. I can see them. I can feel the addiction in his eyes. I never felt this loved ever.

"Ishir you are most beautiful", as he completed these words, he kissed me, I closed my eyes, his hand was touching my chest, another hand was ruffling my hairs. He holds them tight. He hold my head onto the wall behind bed, so that I don't hurt myself. He cared for me like no one did.

My hands were free now. I moved them and touched his back. His back musckes are big. They are moving. His body is warm. His sweat. I wanted to scratch him so bad. It might hurt him. But I don't care. He is hot, his fault. I scratched him harder. He sighed of pain as if he wanted me to do it again, and I did it again. He bit me back. This pain is pleasure now. He was touching my chest. He was reaching down. Every single centimeter he was going down. My heartrate was increasing. He is so addictive. I can't resist him.

"Kiaaannnn!", this time I moaned bad. He kissed me harder and reached down.

He touched me there.

"You are hard!", he told me.

I touched him there too.

"Youu too!", I replied back lifting my head up to kiss him back. I can't let him stop. I don't want him to stop.

"Only Ishir can make me go hard!", he said these words and turned me over.

It did hurt me, but I wanted him to do more.

"Do more!", I was moaning without no second thoughts. He removed my trousers. He looked at my penis inside my underwear and smirked. It made me so shy. He was wearing black trousers. He removed them. He was hard and me too. We were in underwears, but I can see it. I can see the bulge.

"Help me Kiaan!", I begged him. I have gone mad. My brain is not working anymore. All I can see is him. His body. I am saying stuffs which... even I never believe I would say to anyone.

He kissed me again. He kept kissing me on neck... on.... he kept on licking my neck. His breathe is giving me chills. His breathe air was giving me chills, I am smiling and then I am also hurt with the kissing on neck. Then I still want more of him. He is rubbing my nipples. It feels good. He is reaching down now. He licked my chest... my nipples... my stomach....

"Kiaan!", I was almost crying now.

"He removed my underwear. I was hard as fuck. I needed him.

He kissed me there.

"Kiaannn! Please.... Kiaannn", he was sucking it now.

"Please don't... Kiaan!", I am chilled, these pleasurable feels. I am in another world now. He is so good. I love you so much Kiaan, I was yelling in my mind. The moans were getting higher in rate and sound as he was inceasing his pace. I didn't know he is this good.

"Please Moreee!", I kept on moaning. I wanted every bit of him.

"Kiaannnn! You are....", he was listening me and was looking at me in the eyes. His eyes are so damn fucking beautifull. They are seductive. They are handsome. Every single skin on his body is seductive. He is warm.

He stopped and got up.

"Please use....",

"I already have it!", Kiaan replied back.

He open the drawer, took out the condom. He opened with his teeth. He looked so hot doing it. I was mesmerised I guess. I dunno what am I speaking. I just love him so much. I can only see him. His body. His every muscle. He is mine. I was lying paralyzed. He removed his underwear. I dared to look at it and I precummed a little. He is hot. He is so good, he is nice.

He put it on. He was also moaning my name.

He came and flipped me over. I yelled his name.

"Are you sure?", he asked me.

I never so loved ever.

"Yes I am!", I replied him. I love him.

"I am going for it! Lemme know if it hurts Ishir, I will stop immediately!", he kept saying these words, while he was...... putting it...... in....

I felt the warm there. I felt the love. He clutched me through chest. He clutched me like a baby. I feel so pleasurable. I love you Kiaan, I kept repeating this in my mind.

With every passing minute he clutched me harder. He was taking care of me. He was making sure that I am not hurt. I-

"I am gonna cum Kiaan!", It felt so good. Kiaan felt so good.

....

He was increasing his speed. He did not stop. I asked him not to.

He was done too. He cummed and dropped on my back.

He turned me.

Looked me in eyes.

"I love you Ishir soo fucking much, I love youuu!", he kept on repeating this in my ears.

"I love you too Kiaan!", I also kept repeating. We both were lost into each other. I never felt this loved and good in my entire life.

"I feel so loved Ishir! I will never leave you!", he said to me.

We both smiled at each other.

"Do you wanna take shower together?", I asked Kiaan.

"Yes! I was about to ask the same", he continued, "but wear something first".

He handed me my Tshirt. Helped m to wear it again. His fingers are still tender. It touched me. I wore the clothes and and were heading towards bathroom. He carried my clothes.

"Give them to me!", I told Kiaan.

I wanted to help him, even small but still wanted to. I just love him so much. I dunno from where this happiness and love is coming towards this guy. I am stupid, I guess, to love someone this much.

"We should take bath faster", I told Kiaan.

He was frowning his eyes and questioned me, "Why?"

"Someone was going to take slot for practice in morning, after 3 hours I guess"

"Fuck my already fucked up life"

"You sound like Sir! Lmao Kiaan."

"Sir....", he said and went silent. I knew the reason. I went silent too.

"He did not say this in the practice, we need to find the reason", I rebelled.

"Fuck practice, Unnu Ma'am!", I can see determination in his eyes, he loved sir more than I love him. Lmao.

I just showed my teeth and went for bath with him.