Not A Boy Love

Flower Bloomed

"Kiaan!"

He is sitting there in the park on the swing.

"You should talk to me once you are the same sane Ishir", Kiaan said to me.

"Kiaan!"

"What is wrong with you? I don't even want to look at you!"

"Kiaan!"

"Ishir! Will..."

"Kiaan!"

"Ishir, Can you p..l.."

"I like you Kiaan!"

"Ish...."

He was looking at me. I was shaking. He was silent. It is the silence that scares me. Tears were brimming in my eyes. I was shaking. Either I will gain a lover or I would lose a friend too.

Kiaan was silent. He was looking at me.

"What did you just say!?", Kiaan asked me again.

But I am brave I will say it again. At all costs.

"I like you! Ishir likes Kiaan!", I continued, "Be my boyfriend"

"Ish..hhh...irr", I heard the sweetest Ishir in my entire life. I'm going mad, I guess.

"I don't hate Sir for being gay when I am the same!", I continued, "I like boys too, and this time this boy is you Kiaan".

"You are so straightforward, I kind of like... and at the same time scared of this Ishir", Kiaan told me.

He was changing. He was terrified, or he was shocked. I think he was amazed seeing me like this.

Whatever, I said it.

"You never understand non-straightforward things, else you would not be here calling me shit in front of Rithvik Sir", I said to Kiaan.

"Shit?!", I didn't say that?", he told me.

"So, you are a liar too!?"

"No wait, that time, I was just angry, it slipped off my mouth"

"So, you actually did call me shit!"

"No... I mean.. yes but"

He stood up and called me shit again.

"Kiaan shut the fuck up!", I was angry at him. He just pisses me off.

"You shut the fuck up", he grabbed my collar.

"Leave me!", I said trying to remove his hand. He is fucking powerful.

"No way! I will never leave you"

He knew what he was doing when he said this. My anger was now gone.

"Your lips are too damn chappy I guess. They have always been", Kiaan said to me.

"But I still don't mine kissing them", Kiaan continued.

I was shocked now.

"Wait what?"

"Shut the fuck up and allow me to kiss them!"

I stopped him, else entire hostel will know. I threw him back by pushing his face.

"The fuck! Ishir!?"

"We are in the middle of the hostel park. We can't fight you know?", I told Kiaan with bulging eyes.

"Fight? Fight!! Oh yes, we can't", Kiaan rolled his eyes.

There were our friends in the back calling us out.

"We should fight somewhere else", Kiaan said in a hassle.

"Shut up.....