~sorry for this being shorter from now on the diary entries will be shorter~
The Italian teen at some point had stopped his pity party on the floor. He got up and walked out of the bathroom immediately grabbing his diary he'd placed under his pillow...
Dear
Diary journal stupid shit,
I'm scared to death honestly.
What's my future going to look like? Will I even have a future? I have nobody so I write in you but will you give up on me too?
Everydays a living hell and I don't know how much longer I can handle all this pain...
What did I do to deserve all of this anyways?
I miss the days I had with mom when we were just happy together with dad and Feliciano..
Look at my life now.
If I would've known this would've happened I would've somehow done something different in my life.
Tomorrow is just another painful day I will have to experience.
What's going to happen? It could be something horrible or something not to bad and I'm scared. I'm scared of everyone and everything. I'm scared of my 'dad' I'm scared of the kids at school. I'm scared of my teachers. Fuck I'm scared of that damn Spanish kid across the stre
Lovino stopped writing mid sentence as a tear rolled down his cheek. He quickly wiped his face off.
et.
I have to go now to do chores bye.
Sincerely,
Lovino
He ended the diary entry.
YOU ARE READING
Darling you're perfect
Fanfiction❤️THIS IS A SPAMANO❤️ (~SPAIN X ROMANO IS BOY X BOY IF YOU DONT LIKE THEN DO NOT READ. ALSO TRIGGER WARNING~)
