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36-BITTERSWEET (1/2)

                                                             (T_T)

Some days passed Joshua stopped going to college after the incident happened and recovered his heart by staying with the people who love him. everyone in the house and his friends tried every possible way to cheer him up to give him motivation and strength. and so far they are doing good

It's not like Joshua forgot everything so easily and moved on

Like How it gonna feel to the one you had a past relation, the same person you fall in this life leaves you for another person..

Love is often described as a beautiful feeling, but it is only when you truly fall in love that you feel the immense pain it can bring. Love has the power to make you forget about everything - your happiness, your emotions, and everything else that matters to you. It's freaking hard to realize that you have sacrificed so much for someone who only brings you pain in return.

Joshua is not pathetic or weak, he is the strongest person.. after going through all this heavy storms he still staying strong and gathering himself to live... to move on..

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"Appa??"

Chan knocked on the door on the seoksoo door and Shua came out from his thoughts. Yes Joshua has been staying in seoksoo room.

"come baby" No matter what, a smile came to his lips every time he saw chan.

"Hannie send this soup for you" Chan put the bowl on the night table.

"why did you bring it upstairs you could have called me downstairs" Chan laid on the bed and put his head on shua's lap, who started massaging his scalp

"It's ok.. what you have been thinking appa??" Joshua bite his lips as he doesn't want to lie and can't say the truth

"Nothing" Joshua avoid eye contact with Chan and sat straight 

"Appa, don't lie.. is it about DK?" chan asked seriously. He doesn't like it if his appa think about that DK because he thinks DK didn't even deserve to come someone's thoughts.

"Appa I told you he isn't-" 

"Your dad!! I know that... but his face, that always bother me" Now the whole family and his friends believe that DK isn't seokmin he only has seokmin's face that's all

"It's only his face, appa... either then he doesn't have a single thing about my dad. He is like dust in front of my dad nothing more, That asshol-*sigh*" When DK's actions towards Shua crossed Chan's mind, it fueled his hatred for DK even more. Just the mention of DK's name was enough to make his blood boil.

"how many times I have to tell you no cursing" Joshua twisted his ear

"ahhhh....nooo.. sorry soory... appa....sorry.. I won't do it again... sorry ... I promise" shua leaves his ear which become red

"If you do I will never talk to you ever"

"nooo.. I'll never do it" Chan said while massaging his red ear

"ok come here.... It got all red.." Shua rubbed red ear gently as chan got back to his old position

"are you oK appa??" Chan always ask this question to shua because no matter how he was comforting him still chan was worried.

"yes I am. don't need anyone when I have you " and every time shua tell the same answer as return, now he faced the reality that DK wasn't seokmin but deep down somewhere in his heart, he has 0.01% believe that it's not the truth.