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43- ADORE YOU🥰

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"Wait here"

Joshua made Seokmin sit in on the bed and went to bring a first aid box. seokmin's eyes weren't leaving him. He was admiring Joshua's back profile full of loving eyes. There wasn't anything more beautiful than his husband

"you know it's not necessarily needed... I didn't burn myself that deep.. it healed already." seokmin said when Joshua sat next to him with the first aid box

"I can still feel the pain, so no it's not healed"

Even though it is not possible for a human to feel other human pain but they can feel hurt seeing their loved one's pain and that is what Joshua talking about.. seokmin didn't argue and let himself taken care of by Joshua. He saw how Joshua was so careful applying the medicine on his lips. The medicine was formed in a clear gel like Vaseline. He was blowing on it and making a face like he was in pain

Seokmin was still couldn't believe that he got his Joshua back after so long. This long wait finally ended and now they are together. Is this dream? If yes then seokmin want to wake up. The atmosphere was very peaceful and comfortable until Joshua eyes catch a bruise peeking out from seokmin's shirt on his chest area

"seokmin-ah what is this?"

Joshua didn't bother waiting for Seokmin's response. He swiftly unbuttoned his shirt, sliding it off, only to discover a lengthy bruise that instantly widened Joshua's eyes.

"Nothing... it's nothing... Let's sleep.. you must be tired" seokmin try to pull the shirt over his chest and tried to change the topic 

[and you think Joshua will convinced?? nah ]

"Take of your shirt" shua said in stern voice

"Why? it-its c-cold?? look ak-ak-ak-ak" Seokmin was acting as normal as he can by biting his lips and embracing himself

"I said take off your shirt Lee seokmin!!" Joshua raised his voice and stood up then start stripping

As soon as the clothes slide from his body and revealed his skin Joshua expression change into a frown plus shock at the view. There was seokmin standing there with the bare upper body with lots of bruises. His while body was covered with red some black dark stripes... some where almost faded and somewhere looking still fresh.

"seokmin? I- wha...what? what are those? It's so many... who did  this" suddenly a rage of anger could be seeon on shua's expression

"It's me" and another shock heat shua

"what do you mean by you??"

"I punished myself..everytime I have hurted you... or break your heart.... or you cried for me... i really get frustrated on myself... So I punished myself with a whip sometimes" seokmin said in low voice head hanging low as knew very well what is coming on the way

"ARE YOU OUT OF MIND?? WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOURSELF??"

There you go, Seokmin closed his eyes as he gasped at Joshua's shout.. he flinched so hard..It's rare to see Joshua getting angry but when he shout it's a nightmare for seokmin.

"I'm sorry"

"YOU ARE SORRY? SORRY FOR WHAT? I CAN'T BELIEVE IT... SEOKMIN... I DON'T HAVE ANY WORDS" Joshua was throwing his hands in the air as scolding seokmin who was standing like a small kid who did something wrong and his mother scolding him..