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|| Juhi Pov ||
"You are so cute, Raj" I smiled saying that while he grinned.
I crawled towards him pecking his cheek while he blushed making me chuckle.
He again took my feet in his hands, massaging it. "I'm okay, just leave it naa"
My words get all ignored by him as he keep massaging my feet. It's evening now, after a hard sex I fell asleep and woke up at afternoon.
Raj told me that he tried to wake me up but, he failed. He made the breakfast for Aahi and dropped her at school and at then, cuddled me.
Kavya is going to pick up Aahi from school as they both are planning to go on a girls date. They both are cute.
About Raj so, he helped me taking a shower and made lunch for us and gave me some pills.
After all that, he is keep massaging my feet, back, head, like I'm sick or something.
Seeing him putting this much efforts made me feel guilty. I'm just using him, right?
I think I should do something for him but, I always end up doing something rubbish.
A long sigh left from my mouth cause of me feeling bad for him.
"What happened? Are you okay?" He questioned while I nodded.
"My highness" he called while I hummed.
"I think we should officially date eachother. I don't see any reason to fake date. I'm fine if you still want to con-
I jumped in his arms, hugging him tightly while he stopped in mid. Pecking his cheek I grinned.
"I think I like you, My official boyfriend."
Raj smiled and hugged me back. "I love you" I heard him whispering making my eyes widen as I pulled myself back from the tight hug.
I looked down on my lap. He loves me a lot, I can feel his love but-
I'm just not good enough for him and I have just a huge crush on him. I think I only like him.
I don't love him!
It's lust not love!
"Raj, I think you shouldn't love me. Dating and liking someone is normal but, about loving someone then, it's mean we get too emotionally attach with them. We want to marry them, spend each and every moment with them. And I'm not-
"Maaf kijiyega par, mujhe aapse ishq nhi hai, jara bhi nahi. Naa mai aapke liye aur naa aap mere liye sahi hai, humdono kii zindagi bohot alag hai." I lied while my eyes become teary, unknowingly.
"Mujhse pyar krke sirf dard milega aapko" I confessed.
"Woo ishq hii kya joo dard naa de par uss dard mein bhi sukoon chupi hoti hai, mai har dard sehne ko taiyaar hu aur aapse khushi nhi sahi jaa hai" his lips trembled while saying those words.
