This is a Instagram story about the North Star boys and the ships in the North Star boys. There will be Jarren, Sebryan, and Olegie! This will be about how they each well for each other. During the story there will be fluff, some smut.
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Regie didnt post this. He thought he did. But he didnt. Regie knew what he was going to try too do. He knew his life might end or be nearly dead by the end of it. He just didnt want too think about him anymore. Oliver. Regie has been picking up the speed in his car for the last 10 minutes. Hes at 80 mph now...
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Regie's POV
Im trying to not think about it. About what im about too do. Im picking up the pace, staring at whatevers infront of me, or staring at whatever i can see. I know my eyes are bloodshot from crying, my eyes are blurry and i can barely see anything. I just know that im going really fast on the highway. My mind is blank. Everything is just dark and i feel like im not even really here, im just a corpse with a beating heart. I just dont understand, why did this have too happen. Why did Izzy have too comment on his posts, why did he like it, why did he decide too ask her out, why did he have to lead me on, WHY THE FUCK DID HE HAVE TO KISS ME, WHY DID HE MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SOMETHING WHEN ALL ALONG IM NOT.
I have and always will be In love with him. But i cant do this. What about the boys. Sebastian. Ryan. Justin. Darren. Kane. Tyler. Oliver. I- I cant leave them. I have to stay there for them. Oli's mom...everybody. I cant do this, even known i really want too. Damnit Oliver. I dont think i can stop now.
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Regie rubbed his red blurry eyes and looked at the speed gauge, seeing that its nearing 100 mph. Regie started to panic but he had to act fast. All Regie knew he could do was.....try. Regie was on the highway, swerving through the small amount of cars on the road, Regie looked over quickly and saw that there was a open field where a turn was. Regie blinked one last time, letting his last tear fall and quickly turned his wheel and smashed the break. The tire markings can be heard from a mile away, the turn was so sharp that he almost hit some of the cars that were now trying to stop from getting hit by him. Regie sighed and just hoped he didnt die. "Im sorry Oliver." Regie sighed before it happend. The car nearly flipped, but stopped at the last minute, getting stopped by the wheat field.
Regie opened his eyes, slowly fluttering them open, foot still pressing hard on the break. Regie lifted his head up and tried too look around but he couldnt even fully pick up his head before breaking down. "Im so so s- so sor- sorry Oli, im sorry to everybody. IM SORRY SEB, A- AND R-RYAN, AD JUSTIN AND DARREN A- AND K- KANE- IM SO SORRY!" Regie cried out. Regie hit his steering wheel and just screamed. "WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TOO ME, WHY DID OLIVER FO THIS TOO ME- Why Oliver..why." Regie sobbed. Regie layed his head on his steering wheel and just cried, not wantung too move, not caring if someone was coming to check on him, he didnt care. He just wanted too stay there.
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Oliver's POV
Its been hours since Regie left and hes still not home. To say im worried is more then a understatement, and im not the only one. Not just me but EVERYBODY is worried about him. Especially Ryan. I think me and Ryan are the most worried about him. We've called, texted, and even tried to face time but nothing has worked. Is he ok, did he do something to himself, if he hurt himself or did something he'll regret because if me, i done. Seriously. Im already so tempted but i know i cant. Sebastian hasnt spoke too me since the fight and all the other members has been giving me weird looks everytime they pass by my room. Im just gonna close the door and lock it. I wish i could lock it forever, but i cant. I havent ate, drank or even left my room all day, and i dont plan on doing so anytime soon. Not intill Regie comes home. I need too talk too him. I need him right now. Thats all that matters. My mom hasnt even called me yet, she probably disowned me. She hadnt even met Izzy yet. Let alone be ok with her having my children.
