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The Call

Oliver                                                  Regie

Regie?...

Its pretty late Oli, why are you calling me?

Im s- so sorry Regie.

For wha- wait are you crying?

Regie i need you. I really need you. I cant take this anymore. Seriously i cant do this anymore. I f- feel like im drowning, like im not even here right now-

Oliver.

Y- yeah?

I cant.

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Oliver heard what Regie said but he really didnt want too "hear" it.
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What?...

Oliver, i know your going through so much right now but i physically cant come back, you know i cant be there.

Regie...you dont understand, i seriously dont think i can take this anymore. I mean me and Sebastian are ok now but its like my entire life is going to crap
and i cant do anything about it.

Oliver. I know you want me there with you....i want too be there with you. But we physically cant. Izzy, your kids, your own life. I love you Oliver but i need time, and you probably need time too.

Regie...i dont have time for anything.
My life over. M-My life is over...

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Regie sighed, trying not to show that he was about too break down, wiping his tears away from his eyes.
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Oliver....I love you......But no.

ok.

I love you Oliver.
Take care of your babys ok?

ok. I love you too.

No seriously Oli. I love you baby.

I know you do Regie.

Goodnight.

Goodnight?...

Oli, baby....im in the Philipines, its 12:30 in the morning.

Oh-

Goodnight Oli.

Goodnight.

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Goodnight. That was the last goodnight that both Oliver and Regie would say too each other. The last one in a very long time. That was the last time they would speak to eachother. Oliver broke down after he had got off the phone with Regie. He didnt know what elss too do. He knew Regie was right but he didnt want too accept it. Oliver knew his life was changed, and changed forever. He had kids on the way. He had a girl to wife and everybody in the squad knew. His mom knew, and everyone else knew as well. It was time. It was time for him to accept it. It was time for him to be the best husband, dad, and friend he could be with the people he has here with him. It didnt matter if he was happy or not. In the end, he did do this too his self. He has too finish what he started and its finally time to accept it. Izzy was right, he has been a deadbeat dad. He hasnt been present. Oliver knows he has to start trying. Hes a dad now for gosh sake.

Its was time to accept the big change.