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Cecily's pov

Taking a deep breath, I stormed down the hall looking for my ex best friend. Realizing dean has probably figured out that I hadn't really gone to find aj, he was probably looking for me which meant I didn't have long to do this. I needed to know. I couldn't go into this match this weekend thinking about this. As I finally reached the girls locker room, I entered and saw Mariah talking with both summer rae and Alicia fox. Summer and Alicia looked in my direction and Mariah turned around to now face me. Her eyes seemed shocked for just a second, but quickly changed back to a glare. I took a deep breath and took a step towards her,

"We need to talk"

She rolled her eyes and I grew annoyed when summer and Alicia didn't move.

"Alone" I growled.

Summer and Alicia both scoffed and crossed their arms across their chests. Mariah turned to each of them and said,

"Go"

They looked at her shocked before walking passed me glaring at me. I watched as they left and then turned back to Mariah. She just continued to stare at me as she crossed her arms and smirked,

"There we're alone. What you gonna do? Slap me? Run to your precious dean Ambrose and have him beat me up?"

"No this is between you and me" I growled.

She scoffed and rolled her eyes.

"Don't roll your eyes at me" I snarled.

"What do you want cec?" She asked.

"Cec? You don't get to call me cec anymore. That is what the old Mariah use to call me. The girl I use to trust. My best friend. My sister" I said sternly as she adverted her eyes to the ground,

"You know everything about me! I told you everything cause you were my best friend. I loved you! I supported you and for what? You to betray me when someone's after me?"

She said nothing but still looked down at the floor.

"You've ruined me, the least you can do is look me in the eye" I growled.

She didn't make a move.

"Look at me Mariah!" I yelled angrily.

Her head snapped up as I breathed heavily. I was devastated and angry as I fought every urge to not snap. I had tears in my eyes and what pissed me off worse is that she didn't even seem affected at all. I ran a hand through my hair as I started pacing. I was waiting for her to say something until I realized she wasn't going to,

"Why Mariah?"

She just starred and I grew more agitated,"I deserve to know why! You know how I feel about this! You know how scared I was, how I feel about the Wyatt's! You've taken two of my biggest fears against me to break me and I didn't even know what I did! What did I do Mariah!?"

"You want to know what you did?" She finally snapped.

"Yes!" I screamed.

"Nothing! You did nothing and once again you got all the attention!" She screamed.

"What?!" I looked at her crazily.

"All you do is get what you want! You got your dream man! You got your dream job! The pretty girl who doesn't do anything and gets what she wants and I'm sick and tired of it!" She screamed.

I looked at her like she was insane,"I didn't do anything? Are you kidding me? I didn't ask for this! How was I supposed to know that all this was going to happen!?"

"Oh please, you've always gotten what you wanted" she rolled her eyes.

"Are you kidding me!? You grew up with a family that loved you! Cherished you! My mom died! My dad dropped me off at the police station because he didn't want me! I was in a foster home since I was 5!" I screamed.

She rolled her eyes and scoffed, "please...the poor, weak, scared little foster girl is all just an act."

"An act?! An ACT?! You listen to me...you're parents loved you, cared about you. How do you think it feels to be dropped off, their choice, because they didn't want you! I never had things easy Mariah, never." I cried.

"Please you're just as crazy as you're lunatic boyfriend, no wonder Brett dumped you" she grunted.

My eyes widened,"excuse me?"

"It's good Brett saw through you when he did, saw how crazy you are. Realized before you brought a kid in the world and there were two of you." She grinned.

My mind screamed and my body was on fire as all I saw was red. This was it. She just went there. Not being able to control myself anymore, I launched myself at her. She screamed as I pinned her to the floor and kept punching her. She tried to block my fists, but was failing. I was crying as she screamed from my attack. I didn't care though, she deserved this and I wasn't planning on stopping anytime soon. Getting off her, I picked her up by her hair and and slammed her head into the lockers. I watched sedistically satisfied as I watched her fall back to the ground with blood all over her face. She was screaming for help, as I stormed up and pinned her to the floor again. I started crying harder as I threw more punches. I was crying so hard I couldn't see anything. Suddenly I felt arms wrap around my waist and lift me off her.

"No!" I screamed and fought against whoever had me.

I didn't care if it was the Wyatt's, if it was Seth, I just wanted back at Mariah. I was still screaming and shaking and fighting against the arms wrapped around me.

"Cec! Cec! It's me! It's me!" I immediately recognized the voice as deans.

I stopped fighting and blinked my tears away seeing dean looking down at me worriedly. I calmed my breathing down and looked over to see roman standing between me and Mariah who was on the ground unconscious as he was looking at me worriedly. I turned my head over deans shoulder and saw aj standing in the doorway with her eyes wide with concern. Then looking up at dean, he wiped tears flooding down my cheek as I whispered,

"Dean?"

"It's me" he whispered as I started crying hard again causing him to pull me into his chest tightly,

"It's ok cec, I'm here...I'm here" he whispered.

I listened to dean try to console me, but nothing helped as I screamed harder into his chest. I had just left Mariah into a bloody pulp on the ground almost lifeless. If dean wouldn't have showed up, I could've killed her. Maybe I was crazy. Maybe Mariah was right.

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