Because of me

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Cecily's pov

we had arrived at aj's apartment about 10 minutes later. I awed in the size of it as she led me into the large living room area. The boys were right behind us.

"We'll be back" dean said.

i quickly turned around and my eyes widened in fear,"wait you can't go please"

deans eyes searched mine and then turned hard again,"I'll be back. Aj you make sure nothing happens to her"

i saw saw aj nod and both men charged out of the room. I ran after them and called for dean, but he didn't turn around. I felt a hand grip onto mine and I saw aj give me a faint smile,

"they'll be ok"

i hesitantly nodded and let her pull me back into her apartment. She pulled me into her kitchen and took off hr jacket," so do you want anything to drink?"

i didnt respond to her because all I was thinking about was dean. Where did he go? Was he safe? He wasn't going to do something stupid right?

"Cecily?" She asked.

i quickly shook my head and said,"oh ummm no I'm ok"

she nodded and went to get her a water out of the fridge.

"where do you think he went?" I asked worriedly playing with my hands.

"who knows. You never know with him" she sighed.

i looked over her shoulder and noticed it was almost time for the main event on RAW. He wouldn't go back to the show right?

"Aj can we turn on raw? I wanna see the main event" I said.

"sure" she shrugged.

we each walked into the living room. I sat on the couch as she turned on raw. The main event was rollins vs ziggler. My breathing hitched as Seth's face filled the screen. Aj noticed and placed a hand on my shoulder. I looked over at her and gave her a faint smile. Suddenly a music interrupted the match. A music I knew all too well. My head immediately snapped back towards the tv, my eyes widening as I saw dean storming the ring. Ziggler slid out of the ring as dean jumped onto Seth. Seth eventually rolled out from under dean as dean screamed like a mad man and widened his eyes, looking like they could pop out at any moment. He was about to roll out of the ring after Seth when the lights went out. My heart was pounding in my chest as aj and I watched in fear and anticipation. The lights came back on in the arena and my heart dropped. Dean was facing down on the mat, knocked unconscious with the Wyatt family standing over him. The camera close up on bray and my breathing stopped when he said,

"Cecily we did this for you"

the camera then flipped to Seth who was at the top of the entrance looking at the ring in all smiles as the show ended. I tried to calm my breathing as I still starred at the screen. This was all my fault. Seth got the Wyatt's involved and now dean was hurt because of me. Anger flew over me as I turned to aj and said,

"aj I need a favor"

"anything" she said.

"teach me how to fight" I said.

Deans pov

i held my neck as I made my way back to aj's apartment. I tried cracking my neck which was extremely sore. Damn ass Wyatt's and rollins think they can just ambush me. I knocked on the door and waited very impatiently until aj answered the door.

"Took ya long enough" I said as I pushed into the house uninvited.

looking around frantically, i didn't see Cecily anywhere.

"Chill she's just in bed" she said.

i turned to her and sighed as she asked," you alright? What does the Wyatt's have I do with this?"

"you saw?" I sighed.

"yea we both did, she's worried about you" she said.

"where is she?"I asked.

she pointed down the hall and I nodded as I walked down the hall. I opened the door and took a sigh of relief as I saw Cecily asleep on the bed. I started to close the door to let her sleep when a small voice asked,

"dean?"

i stopped and saw Cecily wiping her eyes,"is that you?"

I opened the door and stepped inside the room,"ya it's me"

"you ok?" She asked.

"of course I am" I grunted.

"you don't look ok" she whispered.

"I'm fine" I said rubbing my neck.

she remained silent for a minute and then said,"come here"

my eyes widened a bit, but I did what I was told and made my way over to the bed. She sat up and said,"take your jacket off"

goosebumps filled my body as my heart rate started to speed up. It was like I lost complete control of my body as I sled my jacket off and looked at the woman.

"lay down." She whispered.

my breathing hitched and it felt like my heart was about to pop out of my chest,"Cecily"

"just do it" she whispered.

i sighed and layed down next to the woman on the bed, anxiously waiting.

"lay on your stomach" she said.

i looked at her for a moment with questioning eyes as she just smiled at me. I did as she said and I tried to make my breathing seem normal. I heard her move and within seconds her arms were rubbing my shoulders. I bit down on the blanket to suppress a moan that was threatening to come out as my eyes rolled in the back of my head. The same electricity that flew through me that first night filled me. It was like I was on fire. It had never been like that with anyone, except her.

"I'm sorry" I heard her whisper.

my eyes shot open and I turned to face her. She retracted her arms from my shoulders and looked down nervously at the bed. I leaned up on my arms and asked,

"what?"

"this is all my fault, you got hurt tonight because of me" she whispered.

i watched her in awe. Was this really bothering her? She thought this was her fault? I quickly sat up and without thinking, took her into my arms,

"it is not your fault and never will be. It's my job Cecily, I get beat up sometimes" I said trying to lighten the mood.

she looked up at me with tears in her eyes which really shocked me. Never in my life had I had someone care as much as she did and I've barely been around her,

"yea but this time it was because of me. Maybe I should just go to Seth...." She started to say but I cut her off,

"no...don't ever even think about doing that." I gripped her tighter.

"but.." She protested but I cut her off,

"no buts, he will not win. I will do whatever I can to keep you safe" I whispered.

her eyes widens as I kissed her forehead. If she said anything I wouldn't have known because of how loud my heart was beating.

"Get some rest" I whispered against her hair.

"will you stay with me?" She whispered.

i looked down and met my eyes with hers. She looked so scared, so innocent, so beautiful. I nodded and she layed down, pulling me along with her and rested my arm around her waist. I just starred at her as she nuzzled her head into my neck and fell asleep. It was in that moment that I made the promise to myself that I would die before ever letting anything happen to this girl.

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