F4 Thailand || Ren, MJ × OC ||

Chapter 52 : I am yours...

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Song recommendation : Who by Lauv ft. BTS..

Fa reached her childhood home which she tried so hard to protect from her father who was very determined to sell it in case of any problems come his way..

Her eyes red and gloomy feeling vulnerable, her thoughts keep running back to pervious day events how Mj's face held those heartbroken expressions which she did not want to see on his face never in a million years. 

Fa had no idea what she felt towards him, what were those feelings.. All these months she had her main focus on Ren, how he looked at her, how he talked to her or ignored her entire presence, she entirely forgot that there was a man that she was about to be the bride of, she was going to marry him even if it was against her will, she always thought it was better to marry him than any random dude whom she could never develop feelings for.

"Mom,..." She called out upon reaching her dear mother's bedroom. "Please help me sort out this mess i have created." Her eyes betrayed her as few droplets of water fell on the dusty mattress. "You always helped me, mom. Where are you when i need you the most.?" She recalled few memories...

Flashback

"MOM!!!" A little girl ran up to her mother's room holding onto her dear plushie.

"Farinda, I told you not to run up the stairs, what if you fall down, love?" Her mother scolded as she sat her lovely daughter on her lap to which she snuggled closely to her mother's embrace.

"Mom, I have something very important to say to you.." She slowly reached up to her mother's ear as she whispered, "I have a crush!" Her whisper was broken when she yelled in excitement.

"Ahh!" Fa's mother screamed lightly rubbing her poor ear. "Whatever do you mean, honey?" She questioned the middle schooler who didn't know from where even knew that word.

"Yes, he's handsome, tall and even talk very nicely to me.!" Fa explained her crush's behavior smiling sheepishly while gently caressing her plushie's fur down.

"Farinda Sataeng, How do you even know that word.. Goodness." Her facepalmed herself before nudging her daughter. "You should know something in your life, Fa. Only love people who love you the same way back, Someone who feels like your dear friend, Someone who genuinely cares about you, will never leave you in your hardest moments.. That's how you find your perfect partner, And of course if you also love them the same way back. Otherwise they are just your soulmate as a friend." Her mother decided to turn her daughter's emotion rather in a life lesson so she would cry less when someone breaks her petite heart.

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Mj is no doubt her dear friend but does she like him like that? She has no idea. Her mind was foggy, her lips quivered feeling the light wind gush through beside her there was nothing in here considering that it had been months she has not visited this place after what happened the last time she had stumbled upon here. 

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Suddenly a presence made themself known silently standing behind the shivering girl who had nothing on except a little cropped t-shirt and a baggy jeans in the months such as December people tend to wear clothes that covered most of their body parts here in Bangkok but here she was regretting her decision while silently decided to punish to* herself for known reasons.

Fa was startled as a scream left her lips when she felt a pair of hands placing a jacket that had somebody's warmth still. 

"Relax.." The man spoke while Fa almost leaped onto him in her mind dropping on her knees apologising for her mistake but she took control over her body deciding not to crush the person's bones in a apologetic hold.

"Mj.." She quietly called out holding onto the jacket for her dear life.

"mm." He could only murmmer a few 'mm's' and 'hnn's' not having enough strength to the face the girl.

"Mj, please, at least look at me." Fa sighed dropping her hands on her knees fisting them in defeat. "You know,.." She started deciding not to give up just yet, she will fight for him, he had done so much and continues do so as well so she could sit back and watch him have a wrong idea of her. "I could never do anything you are thinking, Mj." 

"Yeah?" He responded but quicky regretting the words that left his lips it sounded far too rude from what he imagined them to sound like.

"I don't know, if you will or will not believe me but.." She sighed, Finger drawing circles on her knees. "I am a woman, He's a man, I understand that of course anyone would question the state you saw us in but, Mj.." She was sure that might or might not regret her next set of words but she had to get it of her chest now or it might be too late to ever say.. "I'm a woman, Mj..--"

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After a moment of silence Mj decided to break the ice as Fa quietly thought about her words she had in mind.. was it okay to say this? What would he think? Will he be okay?..

"I know, is that all you got say..??" Mj's anger was rising quite high hearing her words, As if he does not already know she's woman.

"Hear me out first,.." She placed her hands gently on his jaw pulling him to look at her eyes as she spoke the next words. "But,.." The tension that was present could top any of other feelings that they both felt at the moment..

 "I'm your woman.." 

Mj was flabbergasted by the sudden confession he could not grasp his thoughts for them to stay still. "Wha-t..?" He could only muster up that much courage to ask her that.

"Yes," Fa was rather giddy inside after seeing him speechless of her confession something she thought would surely not happen. Yes, He has confessed to her but apparently he also showed interest in a girl he met in his basketball court for someone he surely was a bit flustered about. He told Fa after his match and she did not want to think herself any less than that woman but something did stew up a bit of sensation in her heart.. Something called jealousy was the feeling she was feeling at that moment. "I did love Ren, Mj, But i told you i have accepted you in every way possible in my life. And that is what i was telling Ren when you ran into us in that situation." She cleared the mess which had been created upon a slight misunderstanding.

Something she would remember quite well in the future, 

Maybe she would remember how her heart raced when Mj left that room in anger, or maybe how Ren comforted her or maybe how she regretted even letting this all happen in the first place or maybe! how glad she was that Mj had forgiven her mistake..

Or maybe she would remember how she had fallen for him...

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