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Chapter Four: Sugarcoated

The Photographer Series:

Book Two:

All Or Nothin

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Book Two:

All Or Nothin

Chapter Four: Sugarcoated 🍭🍬

"The less things change, the more they remain the same." - Sicilian Proverb

|Compton Smith Point Of View|

Today is my first full day the the rehab center and I'm feeling pretty positive about this whole thing. Thankfully everyone here has there own rooms. I got out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror and lifted my hands up so that I can look at my scars through the mirror. The scars are pretty ugly buy I have to learn to leave with some since I cause them and one else. I sighed at I out new band aids over them and changed into a pair of Light Gray sweat pants and a purple tank top with some socks.

I sat in the large chair on the other side of the room and grabbed my notebook. I have wrote any new music in a while. I guess I'll write a new song and let August hear it.

  "Sugarcoated"

I'm a smart girl
But I did stupid stuff sometimes
In a dark world
Where truths the only light
Don't feed me sugarcoated
Words I don't want that no I want actions
If you want me back then take me back then
Its not about the picture
Its about the stupid shit ya did
That got me thinking back to than there laughing

Feeling so high school right now
More alcohol than water in the pool right now
I'm not tryna be cool right now
I'm tryna be with you like a fool right now

In real life I'm a smart girl
But I did stupid stuff sometimes
I deserve truth
I'm real, its only right
Don't feed me sugarcoated facts about this world like I'm not in it
Lies about how hard it is, we're winning
Its not about the end and
Its about the way you live and
If you're hearing this than chances are you living?

And ya feeling so high school right now
More alcohol than water in the pool right now
I'm not tryna be cool right now
I'm just tryna be with you like a fool right now

You ain't gotta lie to me baby
You ain't gotta lie to me
Oh don't feed me sugarcoated
(don't feed me sugarcoated)

Don't feed me
With ya a lot of speech shit yeah
No

After writing the song I looked over it and lowly sang it to myself as I watched the people in the hallway walk passed. Once I finished singing it to myself I smiled as I realized this song is what I need it but me and everything I have been through. August needs to hear this.