The Truth About TFC

Part 3

Felix p.o.v
"Felix?" I could hear Ogge call my name "Up here!" I call on him, after some minutes he sat beside me in the bed "Why won't you come to the studio with us?" I bit my underlip and looked down "I..." some tears was building in my eyes "You know what I think?" I looked up at him and shooke my head "I think you are in love with him." I gived him a confused face "I think you is start falling for Oscar." I shooke my head "No, I'm not gay." He raised an eyebrow. "Felix, listen to me. It's nothing bad with being gay. The only difference is that you fell in love with boys in stead of girls. Think about it. You got jealous of a fan because Oscar talked to her and kissed her cheek. You blush everytime Oscar lay his arm around you or on you lap. You get emberrassed when he hug you. Felix, I think you are in love with him."

I just sat there with a half open mouth while the tears just ran down my cheeks. I can't be in love with him, he is my best friend. "I can't Ogge. I can't!" I lay my head in my hands and just let the tears ran down "Why did I fell in love with him? How do I make it stop?" He lay a hand on my back and started to stroke it up and down to calm me down "You can't Felix. But you has to tell him." I looked at him with panick in my eyes "No. I can't. It will destroy everything." He sight "Felix. He has all right to know about this. This is about him." I bit my underlip "But what if he will get mad at me? What if he don't feel it in the same way? What if I lose him?" He took me into a big good hug "Felix. You won't lose him. I promise you!" I nodded slowly.

I just lay in the bed and looked into the roof after Ogge went away. Can it be true? Am I in love with Oscar? I close my eyes and could see him right in front of me. He's beautiful smile, his sparkling beautiful blue eyes, his perfect messy hair. I open my eyes agan, I am in love with him. I am in love with my best friend Oscar Enestad.