Drugs, Sex, Family, Friends everything is fuckt up. (justin bieber fanfic)

''It's not that easy to get over someone who saved your life''

*Later that night*

''Calm down, no one said you have to talk to him'' Amy said and laid a hand on my back while running it up and down to comfort me ''I know... But what if he comes up to me and says he wants to talk to me?" i said Frustratingly running my hand through my long brown wavy hair ''The first thing we should not think about it's the what-if's, okay?" she said grabbing my chin to make me facing her ''But I can't-" i said shortly ''Oh yes you can! All of sudden you got weak, just because some dude. Why? Where is my bestfriend? What have you done with her?'' she said, I was speechless, it was true where were I? My strong I! I have a new boyfriend now and I've moved on a long time ago.

I didn't know what to say or what to do, it's not that easy to get over someone who saved your life, I just can't. My feelings for him is still there, I just can't move on... I still love him as much as before.

''Listen, I gotta go before my parents wake up. You know how they are when they are going to work, they have to wake up two hours earlier before work begins.'' I chukled because it's true her parents are really strict. Nobody wants to mess with them. ''Do you want me to come with you halfway?'' i asked ''Nah, it's okay.'' she said and got up from the bed.

I opened my bedroom's door before looking around to see if someone has woken up, it was clear I tiptoed down the stairs with Amy behind me doing the same thing. When we finally made it to the door, i opened it slowly, carefully not to cause too much noise. '' See you at school on Monday'' she said giving me a hug before pulling away from it "I guess" i shrugged ''Bye!" she said before walking away onto the sideway

I watched how she disappeared along the street, I stepped back inside the house and back up to my room. When I got up to my room, I threw myself down on the bed and before I had managed to do anything, I felt that my eyes shut and I fell asleep.

*Next day, morning*

''Alyssa!" I heard an annoying but recognized voice that came from my sister Riana, I groaned, I buried my head under my pillow and put on another one to avoid Rianas nagging whether what time it is and that I need to wake up, pleeeease leave me alone for Godssake. ''Alyssa, wake up so you can say goodbye to mum and dad!" she said shaking me a bit trying to wake me up ''Where are they going?" I said before removing the pillows from my head and quickly sitting up on bed "Didn't mum tell you?" she said crossing her arms and letting them rest on her chest ''Tell me what?" I said wiping away the sleep from my eyes '' They are going on their vacation today," she said like it was the obvious thing in the world ''Are they leaving today?!" i said jumping off the bed "Um.. Yes? Why?" ''Okay I'll be there in two'' I said

Walking into the bathroom to freshen up a bit and do my morning routines, when I was done I grabbed a black tank top and a pair of grey sweatpants, Before I went out of my room, I took one last look in the mirror.

Seeing my parents stand there putting on their coats and checking if they got everything they needed. ''Oh honey, you're awake!" my mom said

~Sorry for my english, I'm from another country, anyway this chapter is short but I'll promise next chapter ya'll will meet Alyssa's ex, there will be a little bit of drama btw hope you like this story so far~