Anonymous Journal - Lucy

Untitled Part 56

id say I'm about three days away from putting a bullet through my fucking brain

i know the way you'll cope when i finally shove these pills down my fucking throat

and I'm sorry i can't stay and I'm sorry it has to be this way

i just can't take another day living when it hurts so bad to breathe

i just need to escape because i can't take feeling like this

i wear my heart out on my wrist and she took advantage of that

so in return I'm going to show her exactly how much it hurt.