Anonymous Journal - Lucy

January 16th, 2014

it's been a while, hasn't it?

I've been busy

with what? you ask

nothing.

i've been busy doing nothing.

contemplating death, yeah. but that's always on my mind.

i'm in school while I write this.

my boyfriend left without me at one of my classes.

that upset me.

i had two tests that i most likely failed

finals are next week

i'm so tired

i'm so stressed

my rat is dying

she's paralized

blind

missing an eye

losing fur

refusing to drink.

It's terrible to watch her die.

my hamster died on tuesday.

that was bad.

i'm sick of this.

i'll be back tomorrow.

-Lucy