Dec. 3, 2013

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by ThoughtsOfUs

by ThoughtsOfUs

i don't even know what to use to express my emotions right now.

Upset? Maybe. Pissed? Perhaps. Lonely? Yes.

But there's a word I'm looking for. I can't figure out the word. It's a simple word. but what is it? i can't remember the word!

maybe the word isn't a feeling. maybe it's a word.

suicide. that's the word i want.

i feel like suicide.

upest. alone. manic. depressed. hopeful. scared.

i feel like suicide.

sometimes i don't have a feeling to express myself. so i find words that would do a much better job.

sometimes they're actions. sometimes they're colors. sometimes they don't make any sense, even to me.

actually, they usually don't make sense...

~Lucy