Anonymous Journal - Lucy

December 12, 2013

i had a doctors appointment today. i was supposed to get shots, but due to my needle phobia, i got them put off for a while. I'm going to try to see if i can avoid them all together.

they took my weight while i was there. i weigh 103 pounds, which is underweight for a 5"3 female.

But the doctor didn't comment, so I didn't either.

It isn't really a big deal to me, although maybe I should be concerned I've lost 6 pounds in a month, but I'm not.

My mother makes me check my weight every month, just to be safe. I've been diagnosed with anorexia before because people don't understand that eating slows my brain down and i need to be fast and clever at all times.

Someone has to be.

I really don't have anything interesting to say.

~Lucy