a year ago yesterday i was hospitalized for suicide
a year ago today i was in the hospital.
i was in the hospital until the 27th.
i don't want to go back
but im fucking dying again
i feel
hurt
and
abused somehow
like
idk
i know why i feel like this
but i would rather deal with it
than have blood on my hands.
i fucking hate
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Anonymous Journal - Lucy
Randomi'm Lucy. that isn't my real name. this is my rambling. enjoy. or don't.