Lucky

Decisions

Hey guys! An update again. The upcoming chapters would focus more on Cara's feelings so its a bit dramatic. I hope you understand. Its part of the plot. So there will be no CaKe moments as for the next few chapter. Enjoy! Please vote and comment!

-A

Cara's POV

"Cara?"

"Cara.."

"Cara.." I felt someone poking my cheek.

I hardly opened my eyes because of the stray of sunlight illuminating the car window andI found Joe looking at me with a sad smile on his face.

I felt a pang of hurt in my chest as I remembered the picture that Joe had showed me a while ago.

A picture that took the life out of me.

A picture that portrays that in life you can't always have what you want or worse what you love.

A picture of Harry and Kendall kissing in the lips.

I just force to smile at him and turn my head to look around. What? We're at his house already?

"You fell asleep while sobbing." He explained as if sensing the confusion in my face.

"How long have I been sleeping?"

He looked at his watch and answered "For about an hour now since we arrived."

"What?! You didn't even wake me up! Jonas!" I exclaimed at him in disbelief but he just laughed at me. "You're too tired to be disturbed Cara. I was thinking on carrying you outside but that would be too much. So I just stayed here with you for an hour."

I chuckled a bit at his dry humor. "You're impossible!" I said while shaking my head.

"Well I guess I am, now let's go and talk things out. Shall we? " He jokingly said while opening the car door for me.

I just nodded my head and we went inside his house.

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"You wanna talk about it now?" He asked me as soon as we sat down at his sofa.

I looked at him with my eyebrow furrowed but he just smirked at me.

"How about, getting your visitor something to drink first." I mock him which made him laugh a bit.

"Okay! Okay! A bottle of red wine?" He enthusiastically asked.

"Mate! We're not on a date or something! I could use some shots. Why don't you bring out the best brandy you got." I challenge him while wiggling my brows.

I could really use some alchohol right now. Maybe the pain would go away even just for a day.

"Jesus. Don't get yourself drunk Delevingne! My girlfriend would kill me if she finds out!" He exclaimed.

"Yeah! Yeah! What ever! Go and get some drinks." I demanded. He just shook his head and made his way to the kitchen.

"You're the best Joe!" I complimented him while giving a thumbs up. He just nodded his head not minding what I just said.

As soon as Joe was out of sight i was again reminded of the sad truth I just learned a while ago.

But like what other people say 'The truth will set you free'.

But how? How can you let go of something that makes you the happiest?

How can you let go of someone who makes your heart beats for a reason?