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I walk down the hallways like usual with tears in my eyes but trying to keep my head held high.

"Y/N?" I hear a voice call out.

"What" I say sternly, not turning.

"Um are you like okay?"

"I'm-" I cut myself off when I see who it is behind me.

Stiles.

"Hey Stiles I'm sorry"

"No you're okay Y/N don't worry. Well actually you're not okay but uh help"

"I don't wanna talk about it"

"I understand"

"Well I should get to class"

"It's the end of the day"

"I should get home heard traffic is horrible"

"You walk home"

"Okay I just don't really wanna talk to you right now"

"Oh"

"Bye Stiles"

"Uh bye" he says looking hurt. "Mal!" he yells running to his girlfriend.

Tears spill and I run home faster than usual.

I fall asleep crying for a few hours.

Then a knock awakens me.

"One sec!" I yell. My hair is a mess.

"What do you wa-" I cut myself off finally seeing Stiles. "Sorry. Again"

"Y/N tell me what's happening."

"It doesn't matter"

"Yes it does"

"Fine if you really care that much, it can't be changed nothing can make it better but I'll tell you exactly what's wrong. Goddamnit Stiles I've had feelings for you since 2nd freaking grade and I've never gotten a chance because you were either drooling over Lydia or being all heart eyes about Malia. And that pains me so much but I have to pretend it doesn't bother me because if you're happy that's all I want in the world. You know me how I don't want me happy if others aren't. I'm my own last priority. As I am yours." I cry out, tears threatening.

"Y/N" he walks over and puts his hands out.

"No! You don't get to 'Y/N' me now Stiles. Now that I admit my feelings I'd actually rather not be around you at all!" I yell walking away.

"I love you" he whispers.

I ran out the door crying before I could hear him bang his fist on the wall and crying in pain.

I lost him.

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im sorry this sucks like srsly wut "id rather not be near you at all" :/and i haven't updated in ages but

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