That Shokoy Stole my First Kiss ✔

Chapter 31- Her True Feelings

*3rd Person P.O.V*

She saw it all. She heard it all. She knew it all. Alam niyang wala na talaga siyang pag-asa sa kanya. Sa simula palang alam niyang hindi talaga siya ang minamahal niya. pero naging bulag siya dahil talagang mahal na mahal niya talaga ang taong iyon. He was the first guy that treat her well. marami na siyang mga past relationships, pero siya lang ang rumespeto sa kanya. That's why it hurts. It hurts that he end it all that fast. tears streamed down to her face, di niya inaasahan ang lahat. Akala niya natutunan na talagang mahalin siya, pero mali pala ang akala niya. Gusto niyang sumigaw, gusto niyang saktan ang babaeng minamahal niya at sabihang layuan ang lalakeng mahal niya. pero wala. wala na siyang karapatan para gawin yun.

2 taon... 2 taon silang magkarelasyon. It was a roller coaster ride. maraming misunderstandings, oo, inaamin niya yun lahat.. marami din silang masasayang ala-ala pero nabibilang lang niya. dahil sa sobrang possesive niya lagi silang nag-aaway.. kaya dahil din doon, iniwan siya. tanga nga siguro siya na naniwala siya sa lahat ng mga sinabi niya sa kanya. mga pangako at planong ginawa nila. Pangako, na magiging maayos ang lahat. Plano, na mag-aaral sila ng parehong skwelahan sa college at walang iwanan. 

walang iwanan pala, huh. Lahat nang 'yon ay naglaho dahil sa punyetang rason niya.

Hinding hindi niya makalimutan ang gabing 'yon. which is it's Christmas. It was supposed to be their 3rd christmas together, and a happy memory for them. but she didn't expect it was their last moment together. 

"I'm done." he said, sighing.

"what do you mean, done?" 

He breathed sharply before saying. "'di ko na kaya ang lahat, I'm tired." 

"what do you mean, tired? eh hindi pa nga start ang date natin eh.. tired agad?" mataray niyang sagot.

hinarap niya ito, seryosong seryoso ang mukha at sinabing... "no, Cielo... we're done.."

para siyang nabato na hindi niya maintindihan.. "wha-what? we're done? no... are you dumping me, Kent Andre Ferrer?!" 

"it's not dumping, Cielo. tinatapos ko na ito dahil nakakapagod na.. I can't take all of it. lagi mo nalang akong mini-misunderstand. And sometimes, you're thinking i'm two timing you when it's not real..."

"bakit di ba totoo? I saw you with my two eyes that you hugged that girl!"

napahilamos si Kent sa mukha niya.. "That's my close cousin, for pete's sake! natural lang yun, Cielo! we're buying a gift for her boyfriend's birthday." 

"No! lies! you're only saying that para hindi ka mapaghinalaan!" she started crying.. 

"God, Cielo.. ganito ka ba talaga mag-isip? for the two years relationship, ganun ang tingin mo sa akin?" 

napatigil siya.. "I-I'm.. I'm sorry... I-" 

"Hindi Cielo.. mas mabuti pang tapusin na natin to." he turned his back and walked away.. she couldn't even talk. she was speechless and dumbfounded. that was a very memorable christmas for her. 

breaking up with his boyfriend.

Remembering that scene made her cry hard. It was clearly her fault. she tried to talk to the girl she saw and it was clearly Kent's close cousin. she wants another chance. pero sinabi ni Kent na meron na siyang mahal na iba. it was fast. nakamove on si Kent kaagad pero ang masaklap hindi pa siya nakamove on. ganun ba talaga ang mga lalake? lahat nalang ng minamahal ko, iniiwan ako. why? she thought.

Nakita niyang tuluyan nang lumabas si Alice sa secret garden ng school. she wiped her tears. she needs to be strong. she needs to fight. fight for Kent. nang hindi na makita si Alice ay napaupo naman si Kent sa tabi. she inhaled and exhaled.