Stitches•Hayes Grier

Ch. 43

Hayes stopped the car and I saw him look at me in the corner of my eye.

"What?" I asked, he laughed and licked his lips unlocking the car. I grabbed my bag and head straight for the front door but noticed it was locked. "Since when do you, Hayes Grier, Lock your door?" I asked. He laughed and ran his fingers through his hair. And may you say....hot.
"Since I became more responsible with my actions. And when I was going to tell you that this is my own place and that I didn't cheat on you. I wouldn't ever do that. My dad figured out that it was a fan just trying to get me and you to break up." He said rolling his eyes and resting his hands on my waist. I placed my hands on top of them.
"And it's a good thing we actually didn't...right?" I asked and looked up at him. He looked around for a second.
"Would you be mad if I told you something like really horrible?" I nodded, because he knows how I get when you tell me something I don't want to hear. "I got a girl pregnant." He said and a smirk was appearing on his face.
"Why the fuck are you smirking?! Get your hands off of me sicko! You're gross! You're fucking 18!!!" I said and he started to laugh. I pushed him away and had a disgusted face. He looked worried and came back to me.
"No...I was just kidding..trust me...I am waiting for marriage to have a baby child." He said. I sighed and punched him playfully.
"Fuck you Grier." He smiled and kissed me softly.
"I mean sure....but we have to use protection." He said unlocking the door. I looked at him and he smiled like a complete idiot. "I'm kidding...but one question. Can we make out?" I laughed and walked closer to him and rested my arms around his neck.
"I don't know can we?" He rolled his eyes and leaned in. I started to lean in also and just like that we were in a heated make out session.

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I thought about me doing everything I have done. I'm a fucking hoe....I admit it. I don't understand why I am acting like I am.

Attention? Am I desperate for love? Do I need a soft kiss to keep me going?

I didn't know what it was, but I knew that I grabbed my guitar before leaving Chris'. I grabbed it and started to play I Cant Helo Falling in Love

"Take my hand,
Take my whole heart too.
Oh for I can't help,
Falling in love with....you."
I sang with a tear rolling down my cheek. I heard the door open and then close as I strummed the last note.

"Maddy-- Oh God what happened." Hayes said coming to hold me. I took my guitar off my back and set it beside me on the bed. But I stopped Hayes from hugging me.

"You wont love me after...I-" Looking down at my hands sitting on my lap, I started to cry even harder. He picked me up and sat me on his lap. I slowly got off and sat on my bed.
He gave me a look.

"Maddy, you were fine just earlier. What's wrong? What could've happened?" He asked not leaving my eyes.
"You need to listen to me. Don't jump up, don't even interrupt, or jump to conclusions." I said. He nodded giving me a signal to go. I sighed and started.
"I love you. But deep down in my heart? It still has a special place for Chris. And Hayes! I have no clue as to what to do or what to even say to you at this point. But I do know that I had to tell you because of what I said first. I love you, and only you! I only have a place in my heart for Chris. And I don't know what to tell him nor you. I've have been thinking about all this stupid ass shit earlier and I even contemplated on going to my shaver and cutting but I didn't do that because I thought of what you-"
The door slammed shut. I put my head in my heads and started to cry. Thinking about the decision I just made. I know I was fine earlier but I was in a deep thought and it popped up and I really thought. I never meant to make Hayes  mad though.

"Screw this shit." I mumbled to myself. I opened the door and went to Hayes' room.
No one.
Then, I started to hear small sobs from the living room. I quickly ran down stairs and saw Hayes hugging a pillow and crying into it. I went over to him and sat down in front of him.
I gently put my hand on his thigh, slowly rubbing it.

"Hayes? Can you look at me?" He looked at me with his blood shot eyes. That my my heart break even more.

"Why did you even think about that? Don't you know I care?" He asked. I looked down and a tear slipped out of my eye and hit my leg. I then started crying, too.
"I do know you care, so much. That's why..." I breathed in and breathed out fixing my hair.
"That's why I thought about you and never even thought about it after that. You mean so much to me the world doesn't even have the correct words to even explain." I said softly. He put the pillow to his side. Looked at me and leaned in closer to my face.

"Please. Don't ever think about it. Just come talk to me." I nodded. He kissed me while placing his hand on my cheek. I started crying again, along with my hands shaking. I felt my tears hit our lips as we kissed. Hayes pulled away and looked at me and my shaking self.

"It will all get better okay? All we need are stitches, and I will fix that little heart of yours." He said he rubbing his thumb on the back of my hand and kissed both. I smiled. And he laughed a little and kissed me again.

Today started as horrible,
But ended as a fairytale.