I'll Love You at Your Darkest Moments. (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

chapter 34 - I miss you

*Keller's POV*

I woke up still in Alex's arms.

I shifted and his grip released.

"Hey." He said softly.

I sighed.

"You hungry?" he asked.

I nodded.

"C'mon." he held out his hand to me.

We walked into the kitchen to see Zach and Robert sitting on the bar stools.

"Morning Keller" Zach said softly while rushing over and engulfing me into a hug.

"Hey kiddo." Robert said hugging me.
"Bitch I'm older then you." I said softly.

The boys giggled but got serious fast remembering last night.

Alex made me pancakes poured me some coffee.

After I ate I put my head down on the table.

There was a knock on the door.

The boys all exchanged looks and Alex walked towards the door.

"H-h-hey man." Alex said nervously.
"Is Keller here?"

I knew that voice anywhere.

Austin.

Alex looked over to me and I motioned no with my hands.

"Um n-no. Sorry man."
"Alex I've known you too long. I know when you're lying."
"Seriously man I don't kn-"
"Alex. Move."
"Austin. Stop."

The door was pushed open and Austin was standing in the entry way.

He looked terrible.

Good.

"Keller."

I stood from the table and tried to go back into Alex's room but he grabbed my arm.

"Don't fucking touch her." Alex spat.
"Alex back off." Austin said over his shoulder.
"No. You back off." Zach said stepping forward.

Austin released my arm and I ran to Robert because he was the farthest from him.

"She will talk to you when she's ready. Now I would like you to leave." Alex said motioning towards the door.

Austin sighed pinching the bridge of his nose.

He looked over to me.

"Call me and we can talk."

I nodded softly.

Alex shut the door.

"Are you okay?" Zach said turning on his heals to face me.
"Yeah. I need to talk to him."
"Not now. You two need space. Just let things cool down." Robert said rubbing my back.
"You're right. Thank you guys so much."

-

I was better. I was ready to talk to Austin.

I'm not even going to lie, I missed him. What he did was wrong. I know that. But he's my pudgy. The love of my life.

I had been staying with Alex Robert and Zach. I don't think they really mind because I've been cooking and cleaning for them. It distracted me.

I picked up my phone and dialed Austin's number.

After the first ring he answered.

"H-hello?" His voice sounded stale. As of he'd been crying for hours.
"Hi."

There was silence for a few minutes.

I squeezed my eyes and inhaled deeply.

"Do you want to ah meet for um lunch so we can ah talk?"

"Yes. Yeah. Sure. Where?" He said trying to sound casual.
"Where ever."
"How about Brus Room?"
"Okay. I'll be there in about 30 minutes." I said softly.
"I can pick you up if-"
"No no no I will drive myself." I interrupted.
"Alright. I love you." He said hesitantly.
"Bye." I said quickly hanging up.

-

I made sure to tell the boys where we were going and when I should be back.

They all gave me hugs and watched me walk down the hall to be sure I was safe.

I walked into the crowded restaurant and scanned around to look for Austin.

I spotted a boy in a black beanie and a trukfit sweatshirt.

His head hung low and he sighed.

"Hi." I muttered.

His head shot up and he stood.

"Hey ba-Keller"
"Hi Austin."

He pulled out my chair and I sat.

"I know you probably have a lot to say so I'll let you go first." He said nodding.
"I came here so you can explain yourself. I have nothing to say." I said folding my arms.
"I'm just going to start with I am so so so sorry. This is going to sound so cliche but I was drunk. She just- she took advantage of me. I did know what I was doing and as soon as Alex stopped it I flipped out. I haven't slept since you left. I've done nothing by cry and stare at my phone waiting for you to call. I need you back baby. I'm so lost without you. And about pushing you. I have no idea what came over me. I lost control. I know I sound like a broken record but I am so sorry."
"I instigated you to push me."
"But I shouldn't have."

We were silent.

"Will you please come home...?"

Silence again.

"I'll come home-"

His face lit up.

"-on one condition."
"Anything. Just name it."

"You have to cook me breakfast tomorrow morning." I said with a smirk.

He smiled and stood. I did the same.

He pushed my hair out of my face and pressed his lips to mine. Our lips moved in sync. There were a few awes in the crowd.

We pulled back.

"I missed you pudgy."
"I missed you mama."

-

I woke up to the smell of burning food.

I chuckled to myself.

I slid one of Austin's shirts over my nude and tiny body and shook my hair.

I walked into the kitchen to see Austin running from the stove to the fridge.

He jerked around and smiled.

"Need some help?" I said laughing at the flour on his forehead.
"I want to do this myself but I'm clueless."
"Move." I said bumping his hip.

He set the table and I put the pancakes bacon eggs and toast down.

"Damn babe. This looks amazing." He smiled.
"I try."
"I feel bad."
"Why?"
"I was supposed to cook."
"I only said that because I know you couldn't cook. I was kidding."
"You little shit."
"You love me."
"Forever and a day" He smirked cutting his pancakes.

-

We had spent the rest of the day tanning by the pool, listening to music.

"Hey ma?"
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
"I love you too."