I don't understand why I feel the need to let other people effect me so much. So this summer I worked at a camp which I've told you guys before. Well the whole summer was pretty much terrible bc I felt like no one really liked me and I had something to prove. Well turns it I was right bc people did assume I was the weak link and were literally just waiting for me to leave. Which I didn't. I was told all this stuff about what these people really think of me and even though it really doesn't matter I'm sitting here completely upset about the whole thing.
These people are judging the way I do things and the relationships I have with people even though they don't understand it. I have nothing to prove to these people and I have no need to defend myself bc I'm doing nothing wrong. But I'm so insecure about it now and I have no reason to be and I so frustrated.
I just wish I could be one of those people who didn't care what people thought of me but I'm not. And now I'm sitting here all upset about the whole thing when I have no need to be. I'm sorry I'm venting on here like this but I just felt I really needed to get my feelings out and you guys have always been so supportive and I guess I just needed some support right now.
