My Very Own Alpha

Chapter 34 - in love all things are possible.

HARMONY POV

I was frozen, nothing was in focus, almost like I was stuck in a haze. I heard voices around me but even they were muffled, I could tell when Carson spoke, it was deep and somehow made me want to grab back to reality. But I couldn't, everything I had ever known was lies and secrets. Nothing was real, nothing was true anymore. A loud knock on the door had me pulling out of my thoughts. My head turned as Carson opened our hotel door a tall figure stepped through and as I registered it to be Mike his arms were already wrapped around me. "Harmony, are you okay?" I nodded, well at least I think I nodded. Suddenly tears filled my eyes and my brain seemed to come back to my body.

My arms wrapped around Mike and I let the tears fall. No matter what, even when Carson didn't want me Mike had been there, he had been my rock and my anchor. I needed that. I cried for a minute as the noise around me died out. Silence filled the room except for my occasional sob. When I drew back I seen Mikes eyes were full of understanding and love. He brushed a hair out of my face and kissed my forehead lightly. A growl broke his lips off my head and I felt him chuckle beside me. "Carson really man, I mean I know I am better looking but I am sure even if I tried I couldn't take her from you, nor would I ever want to." My eyes went to Carson who was sitting on the couch across from the foot of the bed where I sat.

His eyes were worried, jealous, loving and shining with understanding. I tore my eyes from in in to Hunter who sat in the chair in the corner. He looked at me with love and devotion, something that had not wavered after he told me the story of my family. My mother and his father had been lovers, dating when he was conceived. Months in her pregnancy she found my dad her true mate. Scared she ran, when she had Hunter she left him at his fathers afraid my dad wouldn't accept a child that wasn't his. I knew better, my dad was as soft as they came, always loving and caring. I knew why now, it felt like days but in truth it was barley under 12 hours ago the whole truth had come out. My dad was alpha, a very strong alpha.

I broke my thoughts off and looked back at Mike who as waiting patiently for me to collect my thoughts. My eyes scanned the hotel room we now sat in, yes we were home but not on pack grounds. We decided to stay at a hotel because of me, though I haven't forgiven Hunter he was still my family and I needed time and space from the pack to work this all out. Mike squeezed me shoulder gently. "So tell me, you okay a part in my lies of past too, I don't know what but I know you do. Carson nor Hunter would tell me." I looked up into mikes eyes and seen fear. Why was he scared, what could be so bad, surely I couldn't have two long lost brothers. Nothing could shock me at this point.

"I knew your family, your dad was a great alpha, my alpha actually and my dad was his beta. We grew up together, me and you. I was sworn to you.." He took a deep breath and looked into my eyes, "I was your sworn protector, sworn to step up as your beta when the time came and to protect you until your found your mate." My heart hammered widely in my chest. Mike knew me, he was part of my old pack. But how, why didn't I remember. Come to think of it, I have no memories of my young life only when I was eight and moved to Miami nothing after that, I never questioned my memories until now. Why can't I remember.

He seen my struggle a d ignore Carson's growl as he lifted me placing me in his lap, "your not suppose to remember, your dad wanted a normal safe life for you after an attack happened on our pack. He seen a very powerful man to put a block in your mind, a block to keep you from remembering the attack or anything else about pack life, including me." I rubbed my temples to fight the headache that was now full force in my skull. Why would my dad do that, nothing made sense. It was all to much to take in.

CARSON POV

I couldn't stand it anymore, I watched silent tears slip down her face and Mike sooth her, I know he means no harm but she is mine damn it and I need to hold her, to make everything else go away. I stood and scooped her off Mikes lap cradling her to my chest. I made my way around the bed slowly placing her on the pillows lowering myself down beside her. "It's okay little one, I am here, nothing will happen to you now. I know it's a lot but you have to be strong baby, be strong like I know you are." I felt her tears soak my shirt but I didn't care, holding her was all that mattered. Somehow we will work it out, her brother, her family lies, everything. As long as she is happy I will go to hell and back just to see the smile on my little mates face.

She stopped crying and propped up enough to look around. I realized at that moment she was already an alpha and my luna, both boys watched her intently waiting for her to speak. "Mike, thank you, for always being there, for everything and Hunter, I am sorry that, that my mother would do such stupid actions." She inhaled deeply and smiled warmly at them though her eyes were still glistening with tears, "I love you both and I want you both to be in my life for now on." My heart swelled with pride, no one else I know could go through what my little one had went through and she still smiled. She still loved and the light in her eyes had me smiling down at her like a love sick puppy but I didn't care.

She looked at me and my heart melted, "I love you Carson, for everything, for being here, giving me a chance, and for loving me." I felt my heart swell and break at the same time. "Soil that, you are the he one I should be thanking for loving me even when I was an ass, I love you so much little one. Lay down and rest, we will figure it out one a day at a time."

An hour later I laid in bed with my mate cradled in my arms, her head on my chest. I knew she was sleeping from the sound of her heart beat. I pulled my eyes off of her and looked to the two guys who were now a very big part of my mates life. My beta and best friend was sworn to protect her and he did his job well, her brother was another story. I didn't trust him nor like him actually but for Harmony I would do whatever made her happy. They both stopped talking feeling my gaze on them, Hunter nodded his head as if he understood where he stood with me and Mike smiled at me like he was proud. My heart melted, everything was going to be okay.

I kissed Harmony's head lightly, I don't know what I was thinking months ago, thinking I could stay away from her. I actually believed she would make me weak, but in fact she made me stronger. She was smart, caring and full of life and love. She has taught me more than I could imagine and she was still teaching me. I knew with her by my side and the love she had nothing was impossible. Yes corny I know but she had told me with love all things are possible and I believe her now.