Me&Him

P R I D E & P R E J U D I C E

(This is an insanely short chapter for a reason)

I pulled away and he was staring at me with a grin slapped across his face. I grinned back at him. For the first time in a long  time, I was 100% totally and completely happy.  I was about to kiss him again when my mom walked into the room

"I bought Pride and Prejudice Zombies, wanna watch it, iv'e already seen it its 'teen appropriate' so I won't bother you guys" I laughed and he said 

"sure!" so we went down stairs and for the rest of the night we laid on my couch "watched" P&PZ and made out. It was literally awesome. 

Eventually, as all good things must come to an end,Jackson had to go home. I walked him out to his car. I turned to tell him goodnight and he pinned me to his van (WHICH WAS SUPER HOT). me made out again for a bit

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okay you guys. some of you must be thinking "Kissing and MAKING OUT?! on the FIRST DATE!? ARE YOU INSANE?!"  LISTEN HERE. I HAVE BEEN TOTALLY ATTRACTED TO THIS GUY SINCE FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND TURNS OUT HE FELT THE SAME WAY. I'M PRETTY SURE IF YOU HAD 4 ALMOST 5 YEARS OF PENT UP TENSION YOU'D MAKE OUT TOO. 

-okay keep going- 

After our little pow-wow I looked up at him. I do a lot of looking up now since I am a tiny 5" even girl and he's a solid 5"9. 

I said "does this make us official?" He nodded I think. 

We joked around and discussed it later that night and decided that we wouldn't tell anyone at school and just let them catch on, for multiple reasons. 

I didn't care that I couldn't tell anyone. I was with the person I had always wanted. I was finally happy.