《Quoia》
I never had a first love .
my father always held my heart.
but then he broke it,
when he stepped out on me my brothers and momma.
my momma was crying every night for this man.
her suicidal thoughts came into me
her emotions came into my soul.
I felt every emotion she felt.
now I'm worried if I'm going to get hurt like my momma .
lied to and cheated on.
I want a husband and a child.
but however will have that with these thoughts.
I thought I was yo little girl.
now I'm sitting having dreams like my momma about you.
I'll tell you about them you don't even care.
you broke my heart.
my very first heart break.
thought I would be crying to you about it.
God told me don't hold any grudge.
so let me let go of this .
this was a test, now im doing my best.
for you,I wish you the best.
and hope you find the happiness you were looking for.
💚$$$-I want to rap/sing this does anybody know a good instrumental for this.
