《Quoia》
I have so much deep feelings for this one person for many years.
he would pop it in my mind and it would be on and off. and I'd ask myself why would this person make so much impact of my feelings for the last 4 years.
people would say go tell him. but it's not that simple cause he's not simple. he's like me.
only communicates to his group
of friends, quiet and distant.
sure we had our time at the end of 8th grade year. I want more memories like that
and it's not one of the stupid crushes. it's one of those everytime I hear your name my body tenses and feels hot.
and when I'm around him I'm comfortable and forget why I had butterflies.
I never knew someone could have so much impact, other than my dad. he's been popping up in my dreams and you know when I have dreams it means something....
what am I gonna do? will you actually come and stay in my life.
will you actually be my first and only love? or will this actually be a stupid crush?
We might now ever know!
