Love

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{Quoia}

I wanna know what love feels like from a human being. What it's like to be in love with each other. When you've been around hurt so long it gets boring.

You feel numb. And when you tell yo friends you love em'. You start to think. Do I really know what love is?

It's never too young to be love. As long as you got your head on strong. I was in love with my mother from the jump but that's different I see.

I feel people plotting on me and it makes me sick. Cause I already feel what they're doing. When it happens, there's still a shock to me.

I wanna stop holding my tongue. But at the same time I have a reckless mouth. Then again I'm holding my feelings in.

I can constantly hear myself yelling in my mind what I want to say to my father. How he broke my heart when a boy was supposed to break it. Oh he did this family so dirty.

From that experience I learned what the difference between love and hurt is. But I still don't know what love is.

I wanna feel it, embrace and squeeze it. Never let it go.

Tired of people hating me cause I didn't show the affection they wanted or needed.

I just want love.

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