Devon Bostick Imagines

Guys I need your help

Okay..before i start i want to say sorry for not updating..but here's the thing
I hope u will understand..

Back in 2006,Heath Ledger was my favourite actor,my life,my all..Everything was great,i dreamed that I will meet him..Until January 22nd 2008...Two days later I found out that he died in his apartment..I'm sure you know about him..I was so sad,I stopped eating,I lost weight,everyone was  trying to help me but i did not listen to them.I was in depression for one year..Then in 2010 i kinda moved on,i stopped watching his movies,cleared everything from my laptop.My life went on i was happy..I knew Devon then,i watched his movies and i felt happy.I didnt think of Heath anymore..Until last month..I was reading some memes and Joker meme came on..My heart stopped..After 6 years of not thinking about him,watching his movies it happened again.I started watching his movies,to be honest i wanted to hurt myself because i'm in a deep depression..I go to bed crying..He didnt deserved to die..Guys my point is..After long time being happy..I fell in love with him and his movies again,it hurts me how much i miss him,i still think that some news will pop up that hes starring in new movie..But no..its not going to happen because hes gone..I dont know how to move on again,Im scared,im lonely,i feel depressed,im crying right now,my eyes are red..I cant take it..I need your help to go through this..I have you guys,so anyone who wants to talk with me,i will talk with pleasure,because i really really need help..Please comment on this chapter and here is my instagram:vujovska.m and my snapchat:vujovskam270
Everyone who wants to help me please comment here and add me on snapchat so we can talk..I promise i will continue with the imagines but I really really need help..Thank you,i hope you can understand..:)))