=Princeton P.O.V=
*Sunday Afternoon*
"Well, when will I see you?"
"Not till late tonight, probably." he sighed.
"Oh..." it got silent after that.
"..You not mad, right?"
I ran my hands through my thick curls and chewed on my bottom lip. "Nah, it-it's cool. We'll do it another time.." my voice trailed off.
"Baby we will do it as soon as possible, I promise. Don't be upset"
"No, no. It's okay" my lip quivered. Great, here comes the water works. God, why am I so emotional? It's not even that serious.
"Jake, are you crying?" he questioned.
"No" I protested and then I sniffled. Fabulous, now he's definitely gonna know I'm crying.
"Prince, please, okay? Get out of your feelings. We'll do it another time." he scoffed.
A tear went down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away, "I'm sorry alright! This is like the third time you did this, Ray. I was so ready to get this over with."
"I said I was sorry. Damn, what more do you want me to do?" his voice held irritation.
I bit my lip and stayed silent for a moment. " You know what, fine Ray. You don't care about this as much as I do, fine." I said bluntly.
"Aye, don't get a attitude. I'm just talkin' to you, Jacob" he mentioned in a stern tone.
You know what I'm pretty much done with this conversation for right now. He's being inconsiderate and selfish. This may not be much of a big deal but it is to me.
"Well, know what, I'm done talkin to you.." I retorted.
"Nigga, don't hang up on m--"
"Fuck you."
I pressed END and chucked my phone across my bed. Multiple tears cascaded down my face as I threw my head in my hands. Third time. This is the third time he's done this.
It's like he doesn't even care...
And before you ask, no he did not blow me off on some date.
No, he did not forget an anniversary.
No, he did not blow off my birthday.
You see, today was the big day. The day where we finally make it official.
The day we come out to our parents.
Ray and I have been together for a few months now and it's about time that we say something. We planned this out earlier when we first got together, but just like what happened a few moments ago, he kept brushing it off.
Look, I can understand if he's not ready, I'm not all that ready my damn self.
But this has to be done. They're starting to question some things and I think we should just come out and say what's up.
Even kids at school are starting to look at us funny whenever we walk down the hall together. We're gonna tell all our friends after we tell our parents.
I figured if our parents don't accept us, hopefully our friends will.
And if not...well I just don't give a fuck. As long as I got Ray, I'm good.
But last night, I prepared for this day. I imagined every reaction possible that could happen and made myself ready for it. Now I got my hopes up for nothing.
