Thoughts On Another? (Sam)

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GOSH SAMMY IS ADORABLE 😍❤  Don't you agree?!

Sam and Dean were in Ohio for a case on mysterious disappearances. You tagged along too, bringing your daughter with you.

"[y/d/n] and I will stay here while you both go interrogating," You told Sam and he kissed your head. He knelt on one knee and looked at his five year old daughter in her eyes.

"Daddy will be back soon. Enjoy playing," He leaned to her ear, "Take care of Mommy okay?" Your daughter nodded. She ran off to the swings set and sat down on one.

You pecked your husband on the lips and went to your daughter. You helped her on the swings, watching your husband walk away with his brother.

*****

You sat on a bench and smiled. "Look Mommy!" You daughter said and you gave her a thumbs up. She slid down the spiral slide and cheered happily.

"You have a lovely daughter," A lady sitting on the bench next to you said. You looked her way and smiled, "Aw thank you. Do you have any kids?"

"One son... And this one soon to come," She gestured to her protruding belly and you smiled. " What about you? Only a daughter?" She asked and you nodded. The happiness turned into a frown.

You didn't realize it till now but you missed being pregnant. Sure everything tasted disgusting and you felt like crap but you missed the sensation you'd get everytime a baby would move inside you or kick. You certainly missed how over-protective Sammy would act around you. It was annoying but it made you feel special.

Most of all, you missed holding a baby in your arms. The small little human being that you had the privilege to create and bring to the world. The baby's laugh and smile, the way the baby would cry just to be with you. You missed that sort of responsibility.

You love your daughter bucket loads but... You missed having a baby around.


"Mommy?" Your daughter's voice snapped you out of your thoughts. "Huh? Oh sorry love, what's wrong?" You asked and she turned around, pointing ahead. "Daddy's back!" She said and smiled.

Your daughter ran to him and jumped into his arms. You smiled softly, looking to the ground.

You got up and walked towards your husband. "How did it go?" You asked, your daughter hugging your legs after Sam put her down. You stroked her hair.

"It was alright," He answered looking at you with concern. You didn't realize it but your face was drained of happiness.

"[y/d/n], you go play with Uncle Dean, me and Mommy want to talk," Sam said and you looked at him for a reason why. Dean started tickling your daughter and then ran away. Your daughter grinned and ran after him. Dean loves your daughter like she were his own.

"So... What's up? You okay?" Sam asked and started walking, holding your hand. "I'm fine," You cleared your throat. Sam rolled his eyes, "I know that look. Something's on your mind."

You looked up to him and sighed, "What are... What are your thoughts on another Winchester junior?" You slightly dreaded his answer.

He raised his eyebrows, not expecting the question. "I, uh... I'd love it," He answered, making your face brighten, "But... Given our life, I don't know. It may not be safe." You sighed.

"But we can manage," Sam nodded, "The only thing that is important is asking [y/d/n], whether she'd be fine with it."

You hugged him. You couldn't be happier right now.

*****

"So [y/d/n]... Mommy and I have a very important question to ask you," Sam acted upset and your daughter was genuinely frightened. You played along as well.

You were sitting in the Impala, next to Sam in the passenger seat, on the way back home from the investigation.

"What do you think about being a bigger sister?" Sam asked and your daughter sat in silence. You were so excited right now. Happiness washed over your daughter's face and she stood up.

"Am I going to be a big sister? Is mommy having a baby?" You daughter asked in a rush. You laughed and Sam chuckled. "Yeaahhh... Are you?" Dean gave you a shocked look. All you did was smile.

"So would you like a baby around to play with you?" You asked and your daughter nodded happily. You gave Sam a 'thumbs up' and he smiled.

Dean leaned towards the middle of the car from the back. "I can keep her occupied tonight, she can sleep with me. You guys do your thing," He whispered and you froze. Sam clenched his jaw and you laughed nervously. Dean winked and you gave him an awkward smile.

"When will I get a baby brother or sister? Tomorrow?" You daughter asked and you chuckled. "No honey... Just wait a bit," Sam said, "Right now he or she is up in Heaven." You always told your daughter that babies stayed in Heaven till they were born whenever she would ask. You were definitely not going to tell her that it just happens over night because Mommy and Daddy get a little too close and STUFF happens.

"Why can't Uncle Castiel get the baby? He can go to Heaven..." You daughter asked and you looked at Sam for an answer. "Well... You'll have to ask him about that but enjoy while you're the only child!" Your husband answered, and looked at your daughter through the back view mirror.

You smirked at the thought of another baby part of your family. Screw a Hunter's life. It's not going to stop you from being happy.

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