Supernatural Imagines

"Life's Too Short" (Rose x Jared)

This imagine was requested by GraceFullbuster.
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I put the character's name as Bella because forgot to ask you about it (and it's from one of your books).

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You took a deep breath, running through all the lines for the scene mentally, while whispering them to yourself when you'd come across your dialogues to say.

You're an actress on the TV show Supernatural and you play one of the main characters on the show, Bella, who is a new hunter that has joined the Winchesters and their Angel friend Castiel.

You were going to shoot a scene with Jared right now, and were getting ready in your place that was pointed out by the marking tape on the ground. While the crew got the cameras and other technical equipment ready, you practiced your dialogues.

You're usually never this anxious but this scene is an emotional one and you despise those because they tend to affect you a bit more that just a tear rolling down your cheek.

"Alright everyone, setup is done and we're rolling," The director informed everyone. You straightened your back while Jared looked at you and smiled slightly. You smiled back, completely nervous, as you leaned on the table in the Men of Letters Bunker set.

"And... ACTION!"

There was complete silence. Sam looked at Bella and frowned, unable to gather the courage to say the words he wanted to. "Look Bella... I'm sorry, I truly am but I... It's just that we had to do it," Sam told, stepping closer with the look of sorrow on his face, "I know that every since he went missing you've been looking for him but we all knew that he was some sort of creature. I mean, you came to terms with the fact that we had to kill him. He was murdering people, he had no sanity in him-" You looked up to him, tears dripping from your eyes, "We could have tried to save him Sam! He was my brother, for crying out loud!" You sniffer and crossed your arms. Sam walked over to wrap his arms around you but you pushed him away. "How would you act if it was Dean? I'm pretty sure you'd do whatever you could to save him," You sobbed, "I thought your cared about me Sam, I thought we had something special but I guess I was wrong." He mumbled your name and tried to bring you back into the room as you walked away but all you did was glare at him. "Please, I don't want to talk or see you for a while. I'm so disappointed in you," You said and sighed. You took a deep breath then walked ahead towards your bedroom.

"CUT!" The director called out and a bell rung, echoing thorough the warehouse, "That was great you guys! One take and I'm so happy!" He stepped off from the seat on the camera and walked towards you two. "Okay next scene preparations!" He announced and everyone went to work.

Jared gave you a smile and a thumbs up but you didn't return it. Something was bothering you.

The makeup artists approached you, to remove the tear stains and slightly stained mascara but you pushed them lightly, not out of anger, and hastened towards your trailer.

You collapsed onto the couch and cried, this time the tears were real and not for some scene. The scene you just did got to you. Most of the time you aren't sure of the reason why but it just... affects you and you can't get the thought out of your head.

You love you family, you love your brother, and right now it felt as if you were actually talking about your real brother and not the fictional one on the show. The thought of losing him was starting to consume you, tears streaming down your face and body starting to-

KNOCK! KNOCK!

"Rose? Rose, are you in here?" You heard Jared speak with concern. At first you refused to reply, you didn't want him of all people to know about your state and see you like this.

But you started to cry more, and loudly, which cause Jared to knock on the door harder. "Rose let me in, please. Come on Roza," He said and huffed. You wiped your nose and walked to the door, opening it.

Jared looked at you with sorrow and you fell into his arms, hugging him tightly. "Hey, it's okay. Lets go inside and sit down," He said and wrapped an arm around your waist, guiding you into your trailer.

He brought you a glass of water then sat beside you on the couch. He rubbed your back then kissed your head, asking, "What's wrong Roza?"

Your hands were shaking violently, you denied any chance to speak to him. "Rose you need to talk to me if you want help," Jared said, "I can't help otherwise."

You sighed and looked to your hands with frustration. "I-I-I suffer from depression Jared, and doing emotional scenes especially one with crying... it just gets to me, I don't even know why!" You told and he nodded, holding your hand tightly.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be bothering you with my problems. I'll be fine, I'm always fine in the end," You said and were about to get up but he grabbed your arm and pulled you back down. He rolled his eyes, "Can't you just talk for once? Accept help for once Rose. I care about you and I'll do anything to make you feel better."

You nodded then you both sat in silence, Jared continued to rubr your hands softly which helped to decrease the shaking. "You know, I've had experience with depression and all I can say is that life is too short to worry about those problems. I mean, why would you want to waste your precious life worrying and feeling sad about things that have never happened or things that are in the past and long gone?" Jared told.

You looked to him and he wiped your tears with his thumbs. "Everything will be okay in the end. Care about yourself, you're enough for yourself," He said, "I'm always there if you need anyone to talk to. Even if in sleeping and it's 3 AM, you can always knock on my door and talk, okay? I'm not joking."

You nodded and sighed. Jared side-wrapled his hands around you and kissed your head. "You're precious Rose, you're a special person and I hate it when I see you like this. Turn that frown upside down and show everyone that you're awesome, though everyone knows you are," He chuckled and you smiled.

"Look, I love you... as a friend, as a lover, whatever you want. I'm there for you whenever you want and I'll help you with anything," He told and you turned and looked at him deeply.

You placed a hand on the back of his neck and brought him closer to you, placing your lips on his. You both moved in-sync, the moment was full of passion.

Jared looked at you with confusion when you pulled away. "Look, I love you too... as a friend, as a lover, whatever you want," You said and smirked, making Jared chuckle.