I'm sorry but this is not an update. I just wanted to let you guys know what's been going on lately. Today is my father's birthday, but he's in the hospital. I haven't heard from him, or seen him since he's been there. My mother is over there with him now. So it's just me, my 3 other siblings and my grandma at my house.
I've been holding back the tears but my friends at school noticed my sudden change. I'm usually bright, cheery and crazy. But I haven't been like that, and once they asked me I couldn't stop the tears from falling.
My friend who I've told my deepest secrets to was there for me. I've been depressed before. I'm not very confident in my body or how I look. I put a smile on my face for my friends even when I'm really hurt. I've tried to hurt myself, but don't worry I didn't, because I don't want to see the hurt faces of my parents. I don't want then to be sad, and worry because of me.
That's besides the topic.
I'm sorry that this is not an update. I will update very soon for you lovely people. 💓
But please wish my father a happy birthday and for him to be healthy and well when he comes back. 🙏
Thank you. 💕
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